Dear blog
Communication was lost since the 2nd day. I doubt there's technical difficulties, but then again there's no motivation or no need to. Sigh.
Inception
How i wish i can place on e right now into another's head. Or at least if i can't, to mine.
The day didn't end as well as i thought. I got caught for not locking my UMPC properly =.=" It's not that i didn't lock, just no time to. I just placed the lock and forgot to scramble the number. SIANZ!!! Now like from Saturday 1845 to Monday 0800 i'm stuck at tekong for some stupid shit. Not to mention field camp (with the commencement a 8km route march) the next day and booking on monday.
Basically it sucks. I just want to relax during the weekends and it's taken away from me. So now i have 22 hours from friday-saturday, and ~12hours from book out to book in timing on monday. Which adds up to 34hours of my weekends, this is lesser than the normal book out hours of ~48hours. SIANZ!!! In comparison to somebody without guard duty... they would have about 70 hours. So like WTF FML =.="
Nothing in my life seems to be working. Is it just me? I think so according to you...
Signing out
05 August 2010
0 X E
Dear Blog
Today was the start of our route march with a rest- meaning that our route march that exceeds the distance of 4km. And we "marched" for 6km, dividing it equally 3km to and fro with RHC as the midpoint and resting point. OC returned to company line and i guess the standard has increased to another level to prepare us for field camp.
Sigh, BMT feels so technically stressful. We're required to carry out task with a relatively high level of physical strength, endurance and to exhibit leadership qualities at the same time. argh...
Yesterday's EI talk kinda motivated me to sign on and consider NS as a career. It's not that bad right? Hmmmm :S
Right now, most of us need to have better uniform (clothes) management. Febreeze seems to be using up faster than during PTP period. Well blogging is like my only way now to type out my thoughts. Ha ha, lazy to write with a pen le, now it's the technology generation!!!
Photo-taking~
Signing out
Today was the start of our route march with a rest- meaning that our route march that exceeds the distance of 4km. And we "marched" for 6km, dividing it equally 3km to and fro with RHC as the midpoint and resting point. OC returned to company line and i guess the standard has increased to another level to prepare us for field camp.
Sigh, BMT feels so technically stressful. We're required to carry out task with a relatively high level of physical strength, endurance and to exhibit leadership qualities at the same time. argh...
Yesterday's EI talk kinda motivated me to sign on and consider NS as a career. It's not that bad right? Hmmmm :S
Right now, most of us need to have better uniform (clothes) management. Febreeze seems to be using up faster than during PTP period. Well blogging is like my only way now to type out my thoughts. Ha ha, lazy to write with a pen le, now it's the technology generation!!!
Photo-taking~
Signing out
04 August 2010
THud
Dear blog
Today was a relatively slack day (not that the day is over) for a BMT day. Oh wait there's IPPT later =.=" The previous one was just last wednesday. Tiredness and soreness to be expected!!!
Morning was just the promegrante lessons. Ha ha. Then afternoon 2 activities before and after lunch were rather simple practical tests on our rifle... I managed to pass all pretty well ^^ Previously i couldn't load in time >.<
Just checked that i'm gonna book out this weekend instead for three days, 1 day on Monday extra due to national day off :) But i think i'll still leave it on the 20th of August. They say it's better late then never, but i think sometimes somethings are better late. I know i'm not ready for anything dramatic yet. Whatever~
Strainous week this week afterall. There are new expectations now. A higher level of discipline and conduct. At least i bought new stuff from e-mart just now to supply the need for my clothes :) I think i'll try to find ways to enjoy my book out this weekend before my 6D5N at tekong forest without any book out also.
Signing out
Today was a relatively slack day (not that the day is over) for a BMT day. Oh wait there's IPPT later =.=" The previous one was just last wednesday. Tiredness and soreness to be expected!!!
Morning was just the promegrante lessons. Ha ha. Then afternoon 2 activities before and after lunch were rather simple practical tests on our rifle... I managed to pass all pretty well ^^ Previously i couldn't load in time >.<
Just checked that i'm gonna book out this weekend instead for three days, 1 day on Monday extra due to national day off :) But i think i'll still leave it on the 20th of August. They say it's better late then never, but i think sometimes somethings are better late. I know i'm not ready for anything dramatic yet. Whatever~
Strainous week this week afterall. There are new expectations now. A higher level of discipline and conduct. At least i bought new stuff from e-mart just now to supply the need for my clothes :) I think i'll try to find ways to enjoy my book out this weekend before my 6D5N at tekong forest without any book out also.
Signing out
03 August 2010
02 August 2010
Common 5ense
Dear blog
Sushi tastes better better with Wasabi...
Realised that understanding is the most hardest element to comprehend. Consist of 2 parties, giving and receiving signals. This reminds me of my cell signaling when i was doing my biotechnology. The only problem arise when the cell is cancerous or the cell receiver/transmitter is faulty. When a single cell is cancerous, who is to blame? The cell's DNA? The NK cells that is supposed to eliminate cancerous cells? There's no answer to it because every cell would have a 100% chance to be cancerous. It's just how on the molecular (DNA) level, cellular level, tissue/organ level cope with it to constantly correct it no matter how many times it occur. Once a corrective system chooses to "fail", and not do it's job, the cell would eventually become cancerous and all would be lost. Then the next cure? It'll be waiting the cell to grow to at least a tissue size and then use chemotherapy to kill that area of cells. Some good cells would be lost, but it'll be for a better good.
Too much naggy is not good. I'm going off~
IFC is stressful on the body in the combat fitness manner (not physical fitness).
Time would heal and i'm considering the theory of time dilation... Stay tune till i reach the speed of light >.<
Phone wasn't on. Sigh, would the number change? Would the feeling still be the same? I don't want to think too much. I don't want to be hurt, i just want to enjoy the times. It's selfish. And i think nobody would even bother so much about this space of my life once you're gone... When you're gone.
Signing out
Sushi tastes better better with Wasabi...
Realised that understanding is the most hardest element to comprehend. Consist of 2 parties, giving and receiving signals. This reminds me of my cell signaling when i was doing my biotechnology. The only problem arise when the cell is cancerous or the cell receiver/transmitter is faulty. When a single cell is cancerous, who is to blame? The cell's DNA? The NK cells that is supposed to eliminate cancerous cells? There's no answer to it because every cell would have a 100% chance to be cancerous. It's just how on the molecular (DNA) level, cellular level, tissue/organ level cope with it to constantly correct it no matter how many times it occur. Once a corrective system chooses to "fail", and not do it's job, the cell would eventually become cancerous and all would be lost. Then the next cure? It'll be waiting the cell to grow to at least a tissue size and then use chemotherapy to kill that area of cells. Some good cells would be lost, but it'll be for a better good.
Too much naggy is not good. I'm going off~
IFC is stressful on the body in the combat fitness manner (not physical fitness).
Time would heal and i'm considering the theory of time dilation... Stay tune till i reach the speed of light >.<
Phone wasn't on. Sigh, would the number change? Would the feeling still be the same? I don't want to think too much. I don't want to be hurt, i just want to enjoy the times. It's selfish. And i think nobody would even bother so much about this space of my life once you're gone... When you're gone.
Signing out
01 August 2010
Till Faith draws us close again
Dear blog
~ 20th August ~
Wait for me… I’ll be there… I promise
Misses you lots.
Signing out
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