feelings

Dear blog

I started blogging again cause i’m thinking that i’m too much for anybody to handle. I realised that i can’t argue with people that i love (includes my parents). I just can’t. I’ll just end up in tears, i’ll hate myself for not being clear to bring across a point.

Sigh, i missed the Artica night out with Denny >.<” And he told me that i should have come cause not much talking was done. Grrr, well maybe next time can go Play instead =X

Eye bags +10%!!! noooooooo~

I… i… i need.

Signing out

same old stupid thing

Dear blog

I haven’t been blogging because i didn’t see the need to. People close to me are getting updated thru just me communicating with them directly. But… i just couldn’t take it anymore.

Sigh… Why am i being avoided and pushed away?
i bet you didn’t know how much i felt whenever i see pictures. No not old pictures, but new ones. Memories are being developed now even as we speak (or read).

How do i continue this?

Oh.

I got a new haircut by my bro Kenneth… How does it look? It’s suppose to be a “transition” between that of NS. Oh well :P

Mom bought me green tea. Not just any green tea but Organics green tea. The thing is that it comes in the raw steamed form. And i don’t have a net-thingy pot to brew it. Grrr, i’ll just stick with my $5+ lipton green tea 1st. Heard from bro that green tea helps you to lose weight! Hey no harm trying eh?

NS in roughly 2 more weeks. I have so many things to do and catch up, i wonder if i’ll have enough time? Exercise + Socialise!!!

Okay lar, blogging my heart out (and my thoughts) do work to a certain extent~ I guess i just missed the closeness that we had and shared. Ahhhh need to let go… I’ll probably get drunk over green tea, my heart aches.

i missed you

Signing out