secondth of fields

Dear blog

I've just completed my first run of field camps... A 4 days 2 nights of complete non-urbanisation lifestyle. Where bathing is unheard of and water is like gold. Actually we're like not doing the original plan of 5 days and 4 nights de. Luckily we got the "easier" route out. Ha ha. Since now we're the 3G army, we need to live up to the standard of the "soft" approach~ Yar many army meanings... Lazy to spell out. Ha ha.

During the last night in the jungle (yes we slept on the jungle bed), most of us had the opportunity to reflect upon ourselves, goals and purpose. 4am it rained... Somewhat it was pretty symbolic. For me it's like a reminder that no matter how strong we are, we are always subjected to the stronger unstoppable forces of nature. Then again, how we cope with it is as equally important. I was deployed in the middle of our harbour... And i saw how the different sections and section mates reacted to situations such as work as when it rained, who did what and what was the results. Some pepople would complain and do nothing, some just sit around people, and some people would make things happen and know what are the priorities. Ha ha. Well at least i didn't get very wet xD I think a ground sheet at that point of time would suffice me and my partners' sleeping space.

Yup. The sian part is about my phone~ Not exactly my phone lar, it's my sim card. Somehow, it failed me the last minute when it was time to book in. I couldn't change my sim card for a new one in time and had to just book in with a handphone that can't do no shit o.o Oh well, once i book out sure will go remedy this situation de =)

Now, it's time to sleep! Tired tired from all that jungle warfare. Ha ha... nights all...

Overall i still miss my phone. Miss the way i can msg people with ease to let them know how much they are missed...

Signing out

Blogging

Dear blog

Sorry to have neglected you so long xD
Ha ha... Well there's like another "blog" for me to entertain whilst in SCS. Ha ha kinda like a daily review. Except that i can't reveal much stuff here. So what the heck =\

Hmmm SCS is feeling more and more self-run(ed). Everything that we do, we need to plan in advance and have force prep. Ha ha anyways i think i ran better today in 2.4km =)

Sigh...
Regretted not being on time. Lol. The past is the past.

To remain like this is tormenting. I wonder why i do. Was it because of you?

Signing out

Dear blog

It's sorry

The conversation of the pencil and eraser =) Can be found on my facebook profile!

Hmmm as the days go by, i'm molded more and more into something. What? Just feel like i'm changing as the days go by. Ha ha, as i look back, i won't react in this manner previously but now i do. Yeah some good and some bad =X

IPPT Cat test wasn't that good i guess. Main highlight was my 2.4km. Manage to par off with my previous timing. The thing is relative to everybody else in my platoon, i'm kinda like the last few guys. Really got me worried whether i can tahan these period of the course anot =/

Good thing is that we're given more freedom (as mentioned before) and we're observed for initiative. Ha ha. I think for me, surviving this would be a miracle. But why stop there? I wanna be the very best like no one ever was.... lalala

First and foremost, rest is needed. Much needed for everybody here to adjust to a commander's life. I wonder how the other people in different vocation are doing? Are they more rough up then us? Ha who knows? Maybe when we gather again lurh. Looking forward for this book out to rest~

Signing out

terror

Dear blog

Have you ever met people whom you think you've met before but just like they seem like somebody you once knew with characteristic habits?
Then, there are also people who would mean the same things but say different words? Ha ha...

I miss Dragon trainings. Now in SCS as we continue to strive to attain the leadership behaviour (not a standard, because i believe we all have it in us, just whether we want to exhibit or bother to show it), i've learnt that BMT actually really and undoubtly is our, at least my, most enjoyable and fun moments of my 5 months in NS...

Nowadays time is a factor. And this factor is forcing me to sleep lurh...
I don't wanna do collective training!!!
Need to get a silver at least o.O" and to think that less than half a year ago, my dream was to just pass IPPT xD lmao =DDDDD

Blogging feels a lil restrictive though because there are some guidelines (hidden). I'll just try my best to use this as a healthy and legal channel for my thoughts and feelings =)

Signing out

Day1

Dear blog

Whooo today is my 1st day of enlistment to SCS =)
Ha ha everything seems pretty as expected and quite nice wor :P

Well we're issued laptops already and expected to study from it. The pace here is pretty nice and they have like expectations for us to meet lo. Ha ha. Can't say much too :S

Bleah even though i'm at mainland, doesn't feels like it. Still feel kinda isolate away~
Missing the people. Yeah i really do.

Signing out