Dear readers...

Got through the week unscarred (or so i think)... Jotting down the things to do
1. Search for a company to join and check out whether they meet my goals.
2. Find an ad that is under my specialization.
3. Bioinformatics practical sheets.

Shit...

What do you feel when you gaze this picture to its center? Tell me if you have any thoughts =)

Voids...
There's no darkness, only lack of light.
There's no coldness, only lack of warmth.
There's no loneliness, only lack of company.
There's no hate, only lack of love.
There's no body i would rather be with, only like you!

Alright, i'm probably an art fest mood now. Don't know why these few days have been immersed with different form of arts (gets you thinking ain't it?). This picture just above, much to describe but none to say. How would you describe this picture in a single word? Mines ... RELIEF!!! haha XD

Water water everywhere, there's something nice i would like to share.
Water in drinks and showers are nice, but one place i don't want water,
is in your eyes...

Signing out (whoosh)...

Dear readers...

YAAA! Alright, this would be the first time i ever get to use my 100Mbps connection in the afternoons. Lessons ended at 10am today, so i thought i could catch up on my maplestory earlier at home (yes, i know, i have bad/no childhood). But of course, i needed to get into my parents room to use the net, and what excuse did i use? "Ern, mummy... can i use the computer to do my e-practicals at home? I'll need to use the internet as well" *scringes eyes* "Ah alright ah. Eh, tomorrow you free to work? I need you to help me with the evening shift", "but but but...". There i have it xD

Okay, normally we tend to tell the half-truths to our parents right? We've learnt from knowledge lying is bad, and from experience tell the truth won't get you where you want. So you have to manipulate your own truth. Oops, did i just tell out my secret... haha = ="

RAWR!!!
Why? I can't seem to do my Drosophila melanogaster e-prac to work!!! Ahhhhhh!!! It's one of those days when you decided to do something and nothing goes right for you ==" Being a BearBear i guess a more suitable rawr would be...

This... Bear rawr!!!! haha... Yucks, i'm not tt grizzy and blood-enjoying type though. Don't run away from me!!! haha... A more appropriate interpretation would be...

Weeee! *chuckles* Carebear!!! One of my favourite shows and bear figures!!! oooooo so nice to hug... 1, 2 and 3, Carebearrrrrrr STAAAAARRRRREEEEEE!!!!

Kies, less commotion, more practicals to be done...

Signing out

Dear faithful readers...

Deepavali wasn't as what festive mood or season as i'd expected. Morning was rather a draggy one, woke up at 11am just to be dreadfully reminded of my bioinformatics practical homework to be submitted by tomorrow noon. That's how i spent my Deepavali morning, working my butt off PubMed...

Next, due to the overwhelming boredness i was experiencing, i decided to catch HSM3, it stands for...


...yeah that. Lolx. Of course, i won't be so emo and watch alone. Asked Rees to pei me watch this movie. I loved it somewhat, Lol, certain parts were abit too fast paced story-line for me. So didn't quite got it right =="

Most noticed guy in the show? I guess it'll be Lucas acting as Ryan. Oh man i got to admit that he's a bloody good and flexible dancer. Never met anyone as smooth as him. Way to go! It's nice and attractive to be flexible i guess?

Oh, the main star... Nothing much i can say. Maybe a super good learner? "I've never waltz before", "don't worry, it'll be easy!"and there they waltz perfectly in sync ==" Yeah i wished i can be like that! Wahaha.



Yup there you go... One of the most sweetest and heart-warming things i've seen in awhile =) I wanna have this dance with you too!
Dancing, waltz.... A dance for 2, one must lead and one must follow... =)

Dear readers...

Phew ==" rather beat from overnight stay plus movie screening with a friend. Ha ha, eyes still very droopy like yours =) Been a long time since i had someone like you. Lolx. Waaa still got BBQ also, so envy people that can eat good food, Wahahah, feel like saying it to myself lor!

So here's Da Love Goondu speaking in Channel DLG...
audience: *BOOOOO* *Hisssss*

Three walls
Yea, i've been pondering over this for very long. Yeah duh, if not i won't put it here dumb dumb. Alright, besides me talking to myself. It has always been my interest to literate relationship thingys, and try to explain myself as clearly as possible.

Here we go. The three walls of people-to-people relationship...

1st wall. Yes, the wall looks shabby and all. Precisely the point! Appearence counts, even though someone might say "blah blah blah, i don't judge the book by the cover, i look at the content, blah blah blah", some extent to another (or extremes) physical outward appearence MATTERS. In order to impress someone, make sure you at least manage to catch the eye of your potential prospect. *ahem* Don't argue with me that inner beauty is all that matters, cause i totally agree with it, and as much as i agree with that i totally believe that the world is an unfair one and if you don't manage to get attention, the downsteam stuffs are a bunch of crapz...

It's normally a natural thing if you or cannot pass this wall. I mean that normally it would be already decided by the person. This wall would at least sustain the relationship for about 3 days to a week (if you're talking about BGR only for appearances). What we call a honeymoon period as well, where everything is lovey dovey... until...

Wall no. 2. It's kinda like a stratified wall, meaning this barrier has many layers to it. And you've got to tackle it clear and clean for each layer, making sure nothing is left uncertain or in this weird suspense...
The wall would compromise of both parties personal habits, e.g. eating meals, socialising friends, and of course time on the phone. It'll vary from person to person, like DUH. Both sides must get through this together, no one is to be of superiority or inferiority. If not your "stamina" will run our pretty fast then *click* problems flow in like no tomorrow. At this point of time, trust, transparency and this sense of loyalty is of the utmost importance.

And yes, for BGR, it's normally here where if they find anything horrible in another and they'll start breaking up and tearing up their relationship. It could be from something as simple as not waiting for the bus together, to misunderstandings between a third party (shall not elaborate).

Commonly, i think this period of time, would be times of unstablity and turbulence. Many times would be high and lows, depends on the impact and how both party manages it. Facing problems together? Or just Rambo let-me-handle-all-of-this-for-you style... It's your choice to make and influence each other. Words is important in this era, yeah it'll be that long.

And finally we have wall 3. Hopefully most of us would not have to face this die hard wall (means almost unbreakable). Well, it's not unbreakable, it's just most of us may not have the strength to break through it. What i mean? This wall signifies the factors and senerios in which we have no control over or very little control. Applies more for relationship BGR though...

A bad example would be a couple gonna catch HSM3, but in the end all the movie time slot got booked out. And what happens next would be more important, both party reacted negatively and a quarrel broke out, and both went back home separately. I wish this kind of senerio would never befall on any of my beloved friends (altough some too late le)...


RAWR! That concludes my sector on Three Walls. Yeah i'm still lame don't worry. Hee hee xD That kinda reminds me, i watch Army Daze yesterday. And i relating to them loh, so scary certain portions, as in emotionally upsetting. Ha ha. I mean boo hoo :P Some of my good friends have already been enlisted, Sigh... I need to stay back for 1 more year, retained = ="

regrets not putting in effort, when i knew i could make a difference. I know the future would be a different one if i just tried harder (and softer)... xD

Oh have work later. Ah hu! o_o.... zzzzz *snores*

Sleeping out...

Dear readers...

Over many years, as a Christian. I'm often faced with passive oppositions of other religions doing rituals and stuffs. But never had i ever had a bigger brother to argue with me about his religion. So it's...

VS
Argh... headache liaoz... Don't want to argue too much also la. Here's a link...http://thripitaka.blogspot.com/2007_08_20_archive.html
http://www.religioustolerance.org/buddhism4.htm

tata~

Dear readers...

Today i would say is a fruitful day. At least one big hurdler i've passed! Weeee =) Now on to school work... lolx

Look at this comic strip. It's so lame. Feels like a game of scissors paper stone. Wahaha, hug failed...


And i don't know how this picture got scaled so big ==" It was first like this...

... though. Ha ha, some soft toys get bored ya?



Start of something new? Ha has, i know so =) This is for real! Thanks, and just thanks. 23rd Oct o_O

Dreaming out...

Dear Blog

I regretted certain stuffs i've said and sms-ed. I'm really sorry and i want you to know that too. I want to press F5 and refresh this page, reload all the love back into our site and just doing complicated javascripts =P hehe.

To all my friends, you're delirious... I don't know what that means as well =X Wahahaha

I need to learn to forget or at least not think about sad past anymore, give me time, give me love, give me give me more =)

Signing out

安静 - Jay Chou
Verse
只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天
睡著的大提琴
安靜的舊舊的
我想你已表現的非常明白
我懂我也知道
你沒有捨不得
你說你也會難過我不相信
牽著你陪著 我也只是曾經
希望他是真的比我還要愛你
我才會逼自己離開
Chorus
你要我說多難堪
我根本不想分開
為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
我沒有這種天份
包容你也接受他
不用擔心的太多
我會一直好好過
你已經遠遠離開
我也會慢慢走開
為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
我真的沒有天份
安靜的沒這麼快
我會學著放棄你
是因為我太愛你

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Just the lyrics for the vid i posted previously...

I'm just gonna post the good things i've faced so far...

• failed modules
• saw someone which brought bad memories
• no involvement/interaction with classmates cause repeating modules in different classes
• losing my voice due to lack of sleep and stress
• parents scolding me always for using the com so late (contributes to the previous point)

Wow, after looking at this, makes me feel much better since i'm nothing. Nothing left. Like a total void. Ever tried removing the air (vacuum) from a scarred glass container? It'll totally come crash and break into pieces...

Faced with two break-ups in simply 1 night... I could have avoided this, i could have masked all this. But why i didn't? I must be feeling dumb...

Heterogametic sexes are so hard to understand as well (like-wise as i'm one). I know pain, i've experienced it many a times normal people wouldn't understand. Pleasure is taught by suffering, just as Love is taught by pain...

I want to make it right or to make you happy on the very least. I hope you've enjoyed the time while it lasted, i did =)

Signing out

Dear readers

Guess having a bad habit of posting at such "heavenly" hours =) Looked through a few blogs, and i just want to put that picture up there.

I miss you.

To be missed by someone. Is it a burden? A responsibility that nobody wants to hold for me? Sigh. Every now and then, i'll just steal a glimpse of the past to satisfy my emo craving. But i still respect your decision, and it's not that i can't face you, being ashamed or anything. You've said for me not to be in your life anymore...

Loved you too much to see you get hurt. I'm still as selfish as ever, but happy that you've got your life up and going very well i supposed. Recently your birthday, it's always nice to get updates. You'll always be in my heart...

Lolx, no link this song? Just the chorus nia la. Ha ha... I don't have this talent to hold you back in my arms...




Cries off...

Dear readers....

Probably one of my better days? But really quite tired the whole day... zzzz...
Ya, even as i'm blogging this post, eyes already half opened nia, so please don't mind any spelling erors =X

After church, Joe returned from Indo. Apparently he has some family matters to settle there, so rushed back quite last minute. Anyways, the topic is that he returned and we both just hang out at Ang Mo Kio K-box, just beside the K-pool. Right after had dinner at KFC (OMG, sins...) took bus57 to bishan then transferred to bus88. Journey was long, but restful =) Managed to catch some energy along the way.

Then towards K-box...
Ya, i look retard. Please be gentle on your comments on this please =X

o_O a sneak picture taken by him. Ha ha, looks abit errr weird to have a *twis* addition to me! Lolx. We both got hot honey lemon drink and during settling the bills took back 2 water bottles! Didn't know that we're entitled 2 free drinks each =D

And here's a lame pose smile xD Okay, whatever. Ha ha.

By the way, the bill was like $70 in total! Super ex sia! Fortunately joe's the 1 paying, so thanks joe =) haha owe u 1!!!

Alright, eyes closing on me le. Need to get my weekend beauty sleep =) See ya folks...

Happy 18th birthday... wonder if you're still there =)

Signing out

Dear readers!

Went to J8 to get newbie shirt as a present with Joe just yesterday. I didn't know that newbie has re-vamp their logos into for brand new designs now. Still chose the older design (bottom left). Anways the shirts were 2 for $20, so i just got one for myself to save all those money problems. Ha ha. Hope the shirt is a good enough present...

Ahhh, supposed to meet someone now. He's still very busy at work, can't get the stuffs i need to pass to him. Hope doesn't delay too long, my stomach very grumpy these few evenings, waiting for dinner is a big no no.

Wonder if you've played and got tired of me? Ha ha. I sure hope not!

Thanks...

Signing off, thinking of you... should i?

Dear faithful readers...

If someone falls in love with you... And nobody is there to reciprocate or appreciate it... Is there still that feeling left?
Feeling Dumb for being a baby just now. I'm sorry... really am!

Main highlight for today's event! Had a mini "meet-the-parents-session" with my personal mentor Ms Geraldine Yong and head of my faculty Mr Jay. My dad was there and it was stressful for me ok, just imagine 2 adults (working adults) blabbering about my results and troubleshooting (or attempting) why my grades didn't hit the expected mark. It's probably after this session where i got all sensitive and grumpy, being less tolerant of those otherwise i would plainly ignore events. Words break me easily also... i need to be praised and encouraged.

Honesty has always been my fetish, despising arrogance and self-righteousness (to a certain stubborn, unteachable manner).

I'm still recovering from a blade pierced so deep in my heart... cardiac cells cannot reproduce or undergo mitosis to repair themselves you know. Sometimes, removing the blade would cause more damage that it already has done and it has been shaken today *OUCH it hurts ALOT*...

Nevertheless, i hope to have the honor to listen to your writing on the topic love.
Love is selfish- one only really loves when he's selfish enough to think about what he can do for the other person.

I blog this out for a reason. It's a rememberance for me and a reminder for you... Hugs ^^

Signing out

Dear readers...

I think i'm HYPOCHONDRIAC as well =.="
Both literally and emotionally. Ha ha. Maybe i have a heart tumour instead? Oh well...

Yeah, look at the time now! I should be sleeping instead of blogging, RAWR! But someone and something kept me awake and still thinking. Ha ha. Okay, and i also want to worry about tomorrow. My parents (dad only) would be meeting my mentor and the person head of my faculity, about my module. Bad of course, repeated that bloody module for two times le. Okay, i'll update more tomorrow... bad worries away in a dream!!! Shooo.... zzzz nights

Poem by mua
Entitled: "ee"

Many a times i wanted to see
How many litres you would pee
Labels on you me you might flee
Always i saw you with much glee
I always like smiling happily
It makes me forget what i'd be
You came in my life so nice and free
Doesn't matter acting a he or she
My heart only opens with a special key
Will you be the one? For me... for me?

Alright the first 2 lines were abit off. But it's like still rhymes right? haha. ee ee ee ee =)
Really cool to get a day off today. Everyday being so stressed and all, hopefully doesn't get to me. Exercise? Sux la, need people to push me. ha ha. i did it again =X *silences*

Signing off *caps*

Dear readers...

Second day of school. Went to the BlockQ level 6 labs, some five weeks memories... ahhh what the heck, i'll do it again next sem =)

Finished school in a daze... many people many stuffs going on. I'm isolated and alone. I have no friends. Even till now...

There, u want to see your feelings right? There, a whole chart for you. ENJOY.

I'm prideful and confident but never arrogant. Feelings are all inside your heart. Your heart supports your body and mind. Body, mind and soul (heart). Are they supposed to be all equal in worthiness? I have my body needs, my mind wants and heart desires. Do i just fulfill just one aspect, 33.3% of myself. WOW.
~Random PMS feeling now~
It's one of those, you've tried your best and did nothing wrong (that you can find) but NOTHING works out. I want a friend, i need a friend and i desire a friend. So there you have it, 100% towards a friend.

Sharing something i've learnt from Essentials of Business management... (yeah what else can i learn from such a seemingly boring module)
GOALS...
There should be a hierarchy based on this as well. In that sense, we are somehow or another involved in a big goal, such as in a school or in an organisation. And we need to have our own personal goals in relationship to the greater goal. For me...
I'm taking Essentials of Business management - to clear the module.
I'm in Nanyang Poly - to get a diploma.
I'm getting a diploma - to further my studies or get a good pay in the society.
I'm being a obedient son and a respectable son - to honor my parents and my siblings.
I'm on this Earth - for...

Signing out...

Dear readers...

For some unforeseen and rather irrirating reasons blogger doesn't allow me to put up pics... RAWR!!!

First day of school, and what do i have to say about it? I'll just rant about it for a few sentences ;D

I came to school at 1000, okay so i was late for my FYP/IAP. As soon as i stepped unto the escalator to school, Ms Leong Ai Lin (some big lecturer) called come to arrange my modules with her. I was feeling o_O ~this is gonna bite me in the back somehow. Approached her with caution haha as usual got into a casual talk with her, did my modules registration yeah it's uber "early". So i have 2 repeat modules:
CL2202 Bioinfomatics (OMG OMG OMG of all the modules to retake)
CL2201 Molecular Genetics (ARGGGH another stupid module)

And my time table is... (i can type it out, you would see why)...
Mon
1100-1300 Bioinfomatics
Tue
0800-1000 Essentials of Business Management (got link to science?)
1300-1500 Molecular Genetics
Wed
NO SCHOOL
Thur
0800-0900 Essentials of Business Management
0900-1100 Molecular Genetics
1100-1300 Communication Skills 2 (another weird 1)
Fri
1500-1700 Bioinfomatics

... and that's it!!!
Please go WHAT THE F**K now.

What's worse is that, i need to forfeit my FYP/IAP and postpone it to next semester. Hey wait a minute, doesn't that means i've spent 5 weeks of my holiday in school??? Let's go 2nd time, WHAT THE F**K! Fine, i'll just have to arrange with my supervisor Ms Cherine Tan. Hopefully all is well... sigh

Now i'm at Macs, and some singer is singing some random chinese song =X Bloody horrible especially the high notes. Don't they know why those top-notch singers need to pull the mic away for high notes? BLEAH! Ya no more vulgarities. But i really can't stand see things happen, when I CAN MAKE IT BETTER myself. Then again, i shouldn't be that busybody or an arrogant bastard, not saying that i'm not already am. Negative times negatives gives more negatives, read it again slowly.

Hoping or hopping to a life that is more peaceful. I'll always be incline to keep looking towards Block B, C and D.

Thankies much for you reading this much till this ending. Pictures don't have i sorry. Rant finished... Paul is thinking of you... who me? Yes you! Couldn't be ;X Then who???

Stealing cookies

Dear readers

Today was a fun day! Met up with Rees the 1st time. Okay lah, he's not really the niang type (not totally heh heh). Accompanied him to Faceshop to get a liquid foundation for his presentation as well as a make-up removal, like DUH. He slash his card without a second thought. And i thought being a "spend-thrift" was bad enough, I WAS IN A MAKE-UP STORE!!!! OMG... Sooooo un-manly =="

After that "trauma". Headed off to Singapore EXPO for Boys' Brigade Founders Day Dinner. Dad fetched us there, but the road was a long one since we ended up at Changi area ==" Oh and found out that Rees was having his BBQ at Pasir Ris, problem is he doesn't know that EXPO and Pasir Ris is just beside each other =="

Had a splendid dinner. Though i still can't eat prawn, if not i might suffer from a severe allergic reaction and drop dead. Sometimes i wished i could though. Whole event finished around 2230. Many uniforms which i missed wearing and old memories when i saw the familiar suits of blue. Ha ha.

So what's after dinner? Supper of course! Dad dropped me off near Joe's house where i met him and we set off for J8 to makan... and some cam-whoreing moments...

That's me taking me with that lousy bus driver shaking every 0.23 seconds...

That's me taking me when the bus stopped for the red light...

That's me taking me with Joe's high speed camera mode due to the lousy bus driver skills... Anyone noticed the shirt i'm wearing? Lolx, it resembles another shirt whom i've seen wearing it before. SGSS........

That was the bus. There were practically nobody! Unless u count that thingy there as a body. Lolx, looks pretty scary though. Really can feel the picture coming to live and the uncle might just turn his head! hahas =X Okay, stop scarying myself =X

So there i was, taking my reflection. Hey that body is still in front of me, motionless.... O_O" cold chill running down the spine...

Well Nick you happy now? Ha ha, this post was dedicated to Nick, in response to his tag =P

Signing out

Dear readers..

Hee hee, just a small detail that i missed out in my previous post. I've watched painted skin also with Nick and Joe on that day =) hehe. About this movie, i guess the trailer is quite misleading (as usual), i don't know why they focused so much on this figure ^ Since she only appears screaming like 10min of the show then "dies"... oops a spoiler... It's your typical chinese journey-to-the-west love story with a little magic here and there plus chinese demons etc... At least i enjoyed the movie, i wonder how Nick felt about it, since he's an ang mo and all. Ha ha, sorry Nick, we'll watch an English show next time okay? Ha ha...

Love goondu's corner
Recently facing a stress force that i found similar again. I hate this kind of pressure on me. It's those kind when your inner respect fights with your inner self-rightousness... I've learnt something as well, the WORLD is relative but God's way is absolute. Meaning there's no such thing as a small sin, big sin, small compromise or big compromise. It's either right or wrong. Try applying that, and the first problem you would face is?? World-related issues like peer pressure etc...

This brings to another topic: why christian may see peircing ear as a wrong-doing?
Uh huh... Yes, there's nothing wrong with piercing your body you may say. *here comes Father Paul preaching* Two main reasons...
1. Our body is supposed to be holy. In other words sacred. Be it worldly terms or erm heavenly, it's our only body made in this special manner for each and every individual on Earth.
2. Piercing ear, this act is seen as accepting the world. In other world belonging to the world customs. It is said that we're not of this Earth but just passing through only, and we cannot serve two masters. In Christian terms, means serving either to Man or God, not both. Anywhos, to balence the other side of the scale, not saying that it's a sin or anything. But doing it for the sake of being recognised in a group or feeling "popular" would be guilty of following the World, what else would you want to pierce your ears for???

This would sum up today's post. Thanks for reading another episode of Paul, Da' Love Goondu. Brought to you by !n5p!r@t!0N, and sponsered by blogger.com. See you next time same web address same browser... tata~

Ooff off...

Dear beloved readers...

This post was to account for yesterday's event. Basically is Nick's birthday celebration and my 19.5 years of age. Oh man i feel so old =="

Same things, i'll explain along with the pictures... let's scroll!

It'was around 2000 (8pm) when we reached this underpass before ECP. Before that already given nick his birthday present, it's a ... mmm better not reveal it first since he wishes to open it on his birthday (8/10). It's rather late and we still intended to cycle ...
And here's the under pass. Ah, that's Nick. Although is his celebration, he seems kinda moody, hope he feels better soon.

Along the underpass that's Joe! Hee hee, sneaky shots on both of them. Yup, only the three of us ghieying =X

Just took that cause had some creative juice there. That black figure u see there behind us wasn't there when we turn back you know, nani ?!?

Anywhos, all three of us rented a $6 bike each and we had to return by 2145. Meaning 1.75hrs of cycling time nia =( Oh well, we did had fun (abit) whilst cycling. Joe's a not bad cyclist though! We took our pit stop at Bedok Jetty and just cam-whore... Not that there's anything to cam-whore. Ha ha.

Here's me and Joe. Nick's standing up somewhere, and i don't know what's Joe looking at. Ha ha, and whatsup with my fingers =X

Erm this picture came abit oo early ba. That's me on the left and Nick on the right walking towards KFC to have our dupper (dinner/supper).

Someone tong a $1 coin and tried to get a Nick plushie. Ha ha, that's lame =X

Oh Nick's unique shoes with 2 laces, black and white for 2 sets of holes. Ha ha.

Last cam-whore. Showing the 3 of us. We were pretty lazy there, didn't want to move de! Ha ha.

At last got back home from Joe's longbang cab back. Thanks again Joe =) And i hoped you'll like your present Nick! Hee hee, don't squeeze it too hard =X keke

That concludes it! Hee hee, with this bunch of people i learnt some more music and done stuffs i've not done in my previous time. Happy to have people like you in this Earth.

Everyone is unique, no one can replace anybody else. Do you think the sweetness of an apple is the same as the sweetness of an orange? No. I need to savour different things in their own way that allows them to be at their best. Sounds chim? It doesn't for most =)

Signing out... another week before you come...

Dear readers...

Brrrr, creepy. Ha ha, watching the trailer alone gave me the shivers. Just watched it just now at junction8. I swear, i'm never looking at a mirror these few days =X The last part was kinda sad and scary in some sense, where *here comes the spoiler* the main actor got trapped in the mirror world and everything he sees is laterally inverted at the same time no one can see him. The only thing he could do was to leave a palm impression on the mirror =(

He won't be noticed anymore...

Anyways gonna celebrate hari raya, children's day and my cousin kelvin's birthday at the same time. Ha ha, was kidding about the hari raya celebration =X kies toodles i have to recover from the shock!

Resting off...

Dear readers...

I just have a bad feeling about something. Almost a bad omen to be exact. It's like something's wrong with my another half >.< I hope it's not because of my previous ties... haha. It's an innate thing that i acquired when someone's in danger or in trouble. I pray that everything is alright for these two person in my heart now -,.,-

Prays off...