Life of an NSman?

Dear blog

Yeah i'm blogging from Tekong. Wow, they just issued us our UMPC (an abbreviation for Ultra Mobile Personal Computer), basically a small laptop that is their property. Well, they have its ups and downs, but for us mainly ups...
We can now surf online, not whenever we want and not as often, but what more can you ask for when it's supposedly to be torture? weeee~ And of course we need to maintain it, the charging port area and clean every last inch of the laptop holding...

Sigh... Everything is going up and down. Yeah i can be feeling happy a day and be upset the same evening. Furthermore my best friend is facing problems, i wonder how could i help him?

Planning for something big, something different, something original!!! Would you appreciate it? Would someone else? Hee hee, just random thoughts. I think if i have free time in NS, why not blog out? Much more convenient and faster too than handwritten~

Alrights need to get busy lurh. Chaoz~

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feelings

Dear blog

I started blogging again cause i’m thinking that i’m too much for anybody to handle. I realised that i can’t argue with people that i love (includes my parents). I just can’t. I’ll just end up in tears, i’ll hate myself for not being clear to bring across a point.

Sigh, i missed the Artica night out with Denny >.<” And he told me that i should have come cause not much talking was done. Grrr, well maybe next time can go Play instead =X

Eye bags +10%!!! noooooooo~

I… i… i need.

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same old stupid thing

Dear blog

I haven’t been blogging because i didn’t see the need to. People close to me are getting updated thru just me communicating with them directly. But… i just couldn’t take it anymore.

Sigh… Why am i being avoided and pushed away?
i bet you didn’t know how much i felt whenever i see pictures. No not old pictures, but new ones. Memories are being developed now even as we speak (or read).

How do i continue this?

Oh.

I got a new haircut by my bro Kenneth… How does it look? It’s suppose to be a “transition” between that of NS. Oh well :P

Mom bought me green tea. Not just any green tea but Organics green tea. The thing is that it comes in the raw steamed form. And i don’t have a net-thingy pot to brew it. Grrr, i’ll just stick with my $5+ lipton green tea 1st. Heard from bro that green tea helps you to lose weight! Hey no harm trying eh?

NS in roughly 2 more weeks. I have so many things to do and catch up, i wonder if i’ll have enough time? Exercise + Socialise!!!

Okay lar, blogging my heart out (and my thoughts) do work to a certain extent~ I guess i just missed the closeness that we had and shared. Ahhhh need to let go… I’ll probably get drunk over green tea, my heart aches.

i missed you

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Misses

Dear blog

Oh well. Now what am i thinking??? Ha ha…

I’m so gonna miss you =3 Ahhh, have to wait till you return yeah! It has been pleasurable these past few moments. Engraving this silent unto the sword that you wielded…

Hmmm so who is willingly to accompany me then =( Ha ha. Ah there’s the Megazip!!! Have no fear, Paul Aw is hear. Kinda. It’s getting late lurh, tomorrow the plane flies before noon. Wanting to be present, yet… Ah the heart still puzzles me :)

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3:15am

Dear blog

Weee ~ Back to bloggin’

Have to get warmed up first yeah? So pardon lots for my lousy blogging skills in this entry =X Dang it! I need to sleep and wake up at 8am tomorrow!!! Stupid morning shift =X Grrrrrr…

Ha ha. Aiyo so many pics need to upload also leh =/ Okay lar, slowly by slowly eh?

Cushman? LMAO xD

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Lost

Dear blog

It has been forever since i last blogged! Ha ha. I’m sure nobody will read this post anytime soon since they’ve all got their own lives and my blog is currently pronounced dead =X Hmmm is not that lor! I just wanna change to another blog skin. Somehow this doesn’t feel like me anymore. I’m lost…

On the other hand. Single life doesn’t seem half as bad (yeah i’m a big meanie). Hopefully the rain would stop pouring and i’ll step out into a sunshine =)

Rawrz stupid dragonica disk (free, given by a CD store guy)!!! Can’t even work on my Dell com. Or is it my lousy com? Argh >.< I don’t know. Ha ha just wanna play games with people. At least i’ll stay connected =) Connected…

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