Dear blog

I need to pull myself together. I've said i won't let history repeat itself. And so i won't cry, not that i can't.

Breaking up breaking down breaking in breaking out
Breaking high breaking low breaking soft breaking loud
Breaking, just breaking.

I need your help still. Every relationship is a two person thing, even as friends... The last words i want to hear is "why bother, i don't care anymore, it doesn't make a difference".

Breaking up breaking down breaking in breaking out
Breaking high breaking low breaking soft breaking loud
Breaking, just breaking.

Breaking is defined as the act to damage something. When two person break up, what do they break/damage? I've never been the typical one, so have you. That's something common we have, and i want to hold on that. I want to know that there was a history instead of forgeting all those wonderful memories

Breaking up breaking down breaking in breaking out
Breaking high breaking low breaking soft breaking loud
Breaking, just breaking.

I was never good with words, you were never good at interpreting those. I was never good at comforting, you were always seeking that. I was never good with looking good, you were enlighten and has a good sense of fashion. I was never an avoider, you often seek the easy way out.

Breaking up breaking down breaking in breaking out
Breaking high breaking low breaking soft breaking loud
Breaking, just breaking. I SHOUT!!!!

What on Earth are feelings meant for? I'm sure they were there to give us that extra boost when we need it, or let us know what is the real world, opening up our infant eyes. First love is hard to forget, first break-up even harder... Do i want to be noble? No, i want to be vulnerable to you. Do i want to take all the blame or difficulties? No, i want to share weal and woe with you.

Breaking up breaking down breaking in breaking out
Breaking high breaking low breaking soft breaking loud
Breaking, just breaking. I TRIED my best, but ouch...

You knew this day would came to past,
That this relationship wouldn't last.
In this play the characters or the cast
are given this almost impossible task,
to wear the impregnable mask?
Or to end this bond we have fast.
I don't know anything for now, so i ask
do i still have your trust?
A lost heart, a lost body without a soul...

You'll ask, so what you want me to do now? My answer will be
Let's move on together shall we? Let's go ahead together but in different paths, let us be happy that it happened that we can trust each other. As best friends, as chat friends, as shopping friends, as study friends or what other stuffs you want to do. Give us opportunities to fellowship, and give each other that pat when we need it. Cause i'll never find another person like you...

Signing out