Dear blog

I think i had had it enough? I don't know. I would regret if i make this decision. But i'm really angry. I would be willingly to forget my past, and doing things your way. Does it really matter now? I need to injure someone now before i go crazy. Sleeping medicine, anyone has them?

I'm astonished at why do i even want to bother at times. I'm already falling off the cliff. Trying to grab your hands, but each time i grab your hands i kinda grab it wrongly. I don't know whether i'm tried from the trying or just going numb from them.

Why Why Why? JUST FREAKING why? I'm now felt less than a birthday friend. Felt less than a 1 day friend. Felt less a rejected boyfriend. It's my fault for bringing unnecessary things up.
My fault for showing my problems. My fault for dealing things this way, my way.

ARGH! Why can't you just take my hands? Why can't you just pull me close to you? Why...

Signing out