Dear blog

I'm kinda confused now. I wondered what or where went wrong? And i'm really afraid, over time will this feeling subside? I'm scared that i would no longer have feelings for you, and i think that sms i sent over that time, it was like a waste of my time my effort? I don't know... You make me want you, but now it feels so awkward trying to be near you.

What do you want? What can i give you?

I can't answer those two questions. This frightens me...
But there's an even more intimidating question floating around me...

Do you still feel the same way about me as i do to you?

You have an answer, and you'll know what to do. I can't be waiting forever, i can't be initiating things constantly. I'll be tired. But i still want you.

Signing out