Dear blog

Paul screams... 喊！

Why does some people just don't know how to appreciate others? Oh yeah it's all Forbidden now...

Paul blogs at 5a.m.
Whoo hoo... I'm gonna go sleep. Not gonna give in to emotions, not gonna give in... just not gonna give in. Just giving in to myself.

It's actually 35 more days to 7th Feb....
It's an important date, or it was supposed to be an important to me of someone. But obviously... sigh

Paul talks to Paul: If there's already somebody else for this person, can u freaking stop bothering or wasting your time? Do and cherish what's here and now.
Paul replies to Paul: But, if you never try, you'll never know!
Paul commands: Please lah, if there were any chance, it'll already be there. Now? It's just another "phase" of both of your life, MOVE ON you idiot!
Paul begs: But... but but.... i wanna follow my heart, i'm not asking much. Just a smile, a chat, something.
Paul aruges: Yeah, soon after it'll be more and more and more. You can't and just don't get it do you?
Paul looks down: Yeah i don't get it...

Ta da! I just did a monologue with myself... stupid...

Signing out...