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Dear blog

Three high-key events have finally come to a pass- HG throwing, field camp and live range. Amongst which i would rather eat bull's testicles than to go for field camp again =P
After these, somehow i feel that i'm now more of a soldier to the nation, equipped with the skills, knowledge and a lil bit of experience to defend the nation if need be.

The forth and final high-key event would commence next week tuesday. Our SIT test. Even though it's just 3D2N, i believe that it'll be the toughest among them all. Ha ha, but it'll be the determining factor to choose the different path of army life, whether you'll be taking officership, being a specialist or just another man.
For me, i'm thinking of signing on in the infantry as a MDES. Hopefully able to get in to either the medical or ammunition sector.

This 2 weekend here at tekong allowed me to think quite abit. And i realised that pacing is really important in our daily lives. There'll be times when we need to dash that final 200m to squeeze every ounce of your blood to break your limits. And then there are times where you need to plan step by step, distance by distance what are the energy (maximum effort) you're gonna put in till that "checkpoint". Or maybe i'm thinking too much.
To pace or not to pace.

Surges of feelings keep rushing up my mind each time i wander my sight off the green horizons. It's so irritating, specially when i need to focus.

What am i doing now? I'm waiting to return arms. Need to wait for the other half of the company who went to range today (live range was split to two days, my was the 1st), then send arms together. Oh well, lights are off in my bunk now and many people are resting. Because fyi we slept at 0210 yesterday after our range and woke up at 0430 to help the other half of the company going for range. Two hours of rest nia >.< where got enough!!!

I'm sorry. I broke my promise on the 20th. It's something out of my hands, i'd really like to see you now, please. Thoughts, behaviour and attitudes coming to my mind and i'm trying to process them. How would you react in situations...

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Lemongrass smells nice
and so do you...

Signing out