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Dear blog

I don't even know where to begin with. Everything happened too fast and too much! Argh~

Let me try this slowly then...
Good points :)

• All my high key events are over (no more outfield!!!)
• POP is at Marina Bay Floating platform (pioneer batch)
• POP is only about 29 days away
• Expressed interest in signing on as MDES in Navy or Infantry

Bad points :(

• Forgot to bring "My Defining Moment" essay, and as a result got punished: Guard duty later on and late book out this week
• Serving my charges for misfiring during field camp next week onwards, meaning that i do not enjoy the 3 days of weekend off
• IPPT results are dependent on the latest results, not the best you got so far (but so far i've been only improving)
• Prep talk by PC, LT Yi Ting and OC was quite demoralising for all of us as a platoon, not only me

Aiya so many things to worry about, like why do i worry about punishments? Is it because they are tough? No i believe that i can tahan in tekong for 2 weeks. Just that the reasons behind these punishments are not worthy enough for my logical processing to accept it. Rawrz. Then suddenly everybody seem to be in their own worlds and quite busy with their stuff.

Dinner would come early to be because of guard duty. Seems like i'm not doing prowling tonight. Hopefully it'll be a more slack one, body seems to be aching all over =.=

So i'll book out this week like saturday evening, then booking back in on sunday evening. All the way till the next following week, i'll be at tekong. Ha ha. And i only have 4 more book-outs? Hopefully this weekend, it'll be something worthwhile. *thinks*

Perspective
Just yesterday, i overheard my section mate talking to his friend. He said that the sergeant ranks are there for a reason- whenever we say "yes sergeant" or "yes sir", we're paying respects to the ranks not the person. And whenever they punish us, it's because of their rank, not because of their person as a whole. So with this mindset, i've learnt that it's easier to overlook certain "cruel" actions done by some commanders. Grrr although still irritated but at least that's a source of peace.

Ahhhh 12 hours here i come~

Signing out