Dear readers...

Hmmm i don't know why my blog words are underlined -.- I don't even know how to do that. (sometimes lah)

Right now...Yeah, ARGH!!! This [s]morning[/s] i woke up at around 1230pm and i was freaked out cause school normally start at 2pm. Ha ha for those of you who don't know me, i need to wake up like 2hrs before school, a bad habit. But then after asking, most are all just e-revision which means that is non-complusory. Yay! Ha ha, soon after i remembered i had an study appointment with Joel (my precious VE bass junior). He delayed in reaching my house, so we rushed off alot of his A.maths test. 2 things surprised me, 1st is that he got 0 in an open book test o_O 2nd is that i manage to remember what Ms Goh (sec 4 a.maths teacher) scolded us before. Ha ha. Yup, and i haven't manage to remember anything for MBID! OMG!!! Need to mug!!! Go me =X


Self-explanatory...
As i've said, i want you to be happy in this life =)
--> Kiss slowly, play HARD. Ha ha, sounds abit misleading =P

Jerking off... away from this uncomfortable position...

Dear readers...

I don't know why my font and some of my words are so weird today this post. Ha ha.

Yesterday just overnight-ed at my cousin's house, Sengkang area. At least now i know bus 86 from AMK goes there =) We played warcraft3 almost the whole night! Except that he needed to work this morning at 8, so we slept around 3 plus lo. His room was super cold also, at 24 degrees we were both covering ourselves with blanket le >.<>=)

Have some wacky pictures for you to view, enjoy...!
Parents! Sheesh, can't live without them and can't live with them either. Ha ha. Sometimes they are like strangling us. But no choice, that's family ties. It's what makes or breaks the family. Da Issue O' Love... Honour your Parents, and you'll live longer... really

Sometimes i feel this way too. People want to know me, make friends with me just for the "benefits". I had too many casual sex, ha ha (live it up to you to interpret). But never drunk, i guess i'm also a listener and a nagger also. Let's just be friends with benefits, will ya?

Ho ho. Mirror mirror on the wall, who's the nerdiest and dickiest of them all? Ha ha, nay not me! Lolx. Lucky my field doesn't require me to memorise the value of pi.

The purpose of my blog... is to expression my view on frienship regarding first impressions and thereafter... please read if you have the intellect + patience to do so...

Friends; First Impressions
In the beginning there was God... (skips to year 2008, month Aug, today)... and men was populating around the Earth. No one man is an island, we are constantly in interacting proximity of each other. What have we cultured in our mindset of a foreign human being???

(-)<-----[PERSON]----->(+)

^ that is Da Scale of Starters Friendship ^

They say first impression lasts for a duration of 3-7 seconds. >>> Where outer appearance, mannerism and responses are judged (quick judge). Sooooo, if you think that person is an irritating bitch or ah beng that doesn't deserve any respect, your scale would be like...

(-)<--------[PERSON]-->(+)

^Increased awareness for "bad" actions + More room to grow towards enemy + Less space to develop to good friends ^
"bad" cause everyone has different criteria of something deemed as bad. Quick e.g. robbing a bank can be seen as good to someone as the person is at least making an effort to get money to bring bread to his family table etc... haha

This applies to people that you think are not to your liking and behaves in an irritating manner (in your opinion).

Similarly, if that person is appealing to you in terms of looks and mannerism or pleasantly surprised at how the person reacts to certain stuffs, then obviously it'll be like...

(-)<--[PERSON]-------->(+)

I won't be explaining this then... ha ha.

That concludes the general model. There's of course variations to every single individual, such as their love language (talk, touch, time, things, do) and their natural culture background at how they would respond to a complete stranger e.g. Some people can put their hands around another person's shoulder the 1st time they see them, others just prefer to just smile and move away to try to give the most impact (i don't know why also).

Ha ha. Class, any question? Please raise your hand and i'll attend to each of you if there's any doubts =P

I shall end off with this defination of friendship:

Friendship is a term used to denote co-operative and supportive behavior between two or more beings. In this sense, the term connotes a relationship which involves mutual knowledge, esteem, and affection along with a degree of rendering service to friends in times of need or crisis. Friends will welcome each other's company and exhibit loyalty towards each other, often to the point of altruism. Their tastes will usually be similar and may converge, and they will share enjoyable activities. They will also engage in mutually helping behavior, such as exchange of advice and the sharing of hardship. A friend is someone who may often demonstrate reciprocating and reflective behaviors. Yet for many, friendship is nothing more than the trust that someone or something will not harm them.

For those whose command of english not that power, altruism means like concern for the welfare of the other party (friend).

Blogging off...

Dear readers....

Just a quick photo update on NDP 08. Pictures were taken by nick's cam. As you can see the quality. Ha ha.

Nick, me and joe. In order of height as well =X haha. I didnt wear red that day also >.< And this is our final search spot to view ndp 08 =)

Ah, the flag fly pass... The usual...

Mmmm the black knights rox. One of their formation thingys

Ah, there's these cute pikachu-alike floats that were there. Rather pleasent sight due to the lightings and the time of the day (night)

We had much fun that day i guess...

Feeling nostaglic, just played lan for awhile today. First time at thomson cc with a few of my haven-been-meeting-awhile friends. Rather happy to see them, at least i still don't suck in DoTA. Ha ha. Coming back and seeing all those places and that lan shop, still hurts me. I wonder what went wrong? I still ponder about you every now and then, not you, just about you. Like how you would do certain things and react to certain stimuli. And i had a few mannerism that i caught from you! Each time i reacted the way you would, i would just try to take a moment to endure the pain... It's that painful, till my heart says "just stop it! Do what's best for both of you!". I want you to be happy and i want me to be happy, and the only way for me to be happy is to make you happy, only way for you to be happy is for me to get out of your life. Hah, the irony >.< Therefore, it's because i like you that's why i have to hate you.

Gaaaaaaaahhhhhh! I cant even chat with you now. And i can't forget those memories as well. I hope it doesn't affect my up-coming exams. Ok ok, my mind knows the fact but my body cant accept the truth. You have made an impact to my life =) Ha ha. I know you even look at my blog, but i just hope my intentions will go out to you- that i'll be there if you need someone.

A hero is treated as a villian when the city does not need him.

That's so me... extra hero =X

Dear readers...

So happy! My laptop can use again lur, kel (my cousin) helped me to reformat this and configure the driver. Thanks alot kel =P hehe. Oh man, the problem is, i want to have a gym buddy or someone to push me to exercise. Ha ha, i cant stand doing it alone for 10min. Somebody volunteer! Ha ha, i want to keep fit ba. (been saying that for ages) . Lolx, seriously seeking sliming down!!! Hmmm, gym practice for me is still quite high standard. Hee hee, i think i'll stick with plain old tracks and pull up bars. Hmmm, anyone free to train with me? Need to get my mind off exams as well >.< Ahhhhhhhhh

Help?

Dear readers...

I guess i'm like the canary that has been set free; born and raised in a cage but now open to all possibilities. Never would i have imagine you could say those words to me, probably the drive to get rid of me? haha. But you still said it =) And i'm happy that i have been forgiven by you and i owe you nothing now. I am liberated, and so are you! We can now explore the open ocean to discover what awaits us, individually. Was the most prayerful time i had also just now as i don't know what might happen. I just want to thank you for the last 300++ days, i've learnt alot of life skills. I'm sure you had your fair share of learning as well. I know you hidden the stuffs somewhere, cause i was searching for it all over for 2 days now. Thanks for helping me =)

This morning, woke up at 630am, ouch. After i slept at 3am yesterday. Ha ha. Cause of some thomson cc national day observance. =.=" In the end also just walk one round around sim lim and then come back. But along the way, recalled some memories. As i saw when we played overnight, the lanshop, both venus and downtime. Ha ha. When reached back the cc, they prepared breakfast. It was yam cake with soy sauce! UTTERLY DISGUSTING if i may add. More suited for elderly (alot of them there). At least i got a red shirt now =)

Had egg prata for lunch coupled with forgiveness and spiced with determination. No more details on that =X

Seems like my cousin is coming over to help me format my C:. All memories inside would be gone, at least that's over. Phew! But now need to download the driver for my laptop model, Toshiba Satellite L100, to shorten the time to get my com working again. Yay so happy! Somehow i wish, you can just help me format my body's drive also. Get rid of all those viruses and pop-up memories. So that i can run my body for other program that doesn't require me to slow down =)

New beginings. Hey i did say that i will follow my words. But i told you, if fate allow us to cross path again. I will not make the same mistakes. Farewell, *flickers white cloth in a gayly manner* lolx. ~tata

*Looking forward with cute and big anime eyes...*

Dear readers...

[Sunshine Bear]: When faced with a problem what do we do? We give them the carebear STARE!!! *flexes tummy in an odd way*

Ha ha, someone told me this reasoning. (Not gonna say it, bleah!). And i realise it was what i was thinking. It's really different if you grow an apple and eat it, compared to another farmer growing the same apple and you eat it. Ha ha. So i'm gonna digest these 2 apples (of the same type) and express the vitamins and minerals it provides to me :)

Yohoho, i did something regretful yesterday. But i couldn't find the stuffs you said you've thrown. I was look all over this morning, but to no avail. I hoped you saw me and just came out to punch me. Maybe i'm trying to let physical pain to cover the emotional pain? I don't know. Sooner or later, it's gonna be numb, due to prolong exposure to certain stimuli. Hee hee.

So what you can use good english? Hah, i can give you back chim science! *Hi-fives to myself* <-- that is socially insignificant. LAMES --> Lying Always Makes Everything (ern) Sophiscated...

o.0 ... it started out as a feeling, which then grew into a hope... o.0
hope... ... ...?

Red, white, cresent and stars off..