Dear blog

I wanna shout out loud. Nothing seems to be going right in my mind now. What's this feeling that i have? The closest i could describe is that i owe somebody something... This is very irritating all the more when i can't do anything about it. I'm the type of person that will get things done if i want to and will not just let things go like that. Haiz...

Ah i know... i would describe as a teddy bear mourning over the loss of a penguin??? No link, no connection. Ha ha. Okay, hey 瑞 i need just a bit of time to get over this k? Please wait for me, i'll just go j8 to buy a penguin plushie to straggle it every night. Ha ha, maybe that'll appease my anger-jealousy-hate-disappointment.

Opposite of love is not hate, is ignorance. Since ignorance is abliss, let's not love sometimes. Hate vs Love, which requires more energy?

Paul is gonna try 1 last time when the time comes, after that no more!

I Love you