Dear blog

ARGH! Why am i feeling like this? Each time i read some posts i would get so angry, and fed up with myself. And jealous. Jealous. Why the freakin hell can't i have you? Why we can't have fun together as you have with other people? Why can't i love you? Why don't you let me. Why did i do all those things for you? Why...

*kneels and cries*
*looks up to darkness*

Can we try this out again, please? I need you and i don't want anything else other than you, i've tried so many other things these few days, and after doing those, i wanna fall back, fall back unto your presence... but i'm falling flat thud now... I need you still...

Signing out