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Loneliness is in the eyes of the beholder...

Time spent searching for...

H1N1 is on the bloody rise. School (mainly polys) holidays are extended by a week. Not exactly. More like e-learning. Exams around the corner... i have less heart to study. Hahah...

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Dear blog

Weee~ I'm back from my M'sia trip!!!
It's been fun with family. hahaha. Bought some stuffs for close friends... sigh
274 photos in total for 5D4N overseas trip! Wow. I hope i can upload most into facebook wor... hehe. Cheers and enjoy!



Peace out ye'all.

Just happy that you're doing well...


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Dear blog

I'm sorry that i'm like this...
Shouldn't have done it.

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things i wish i didn't do.
But i continue learning
There's so much things i need to say to you

But when i see you,
Legs go jelly
Mouth filled with gold
Eyes itching with sand
Hair needing some touching
And saliva tends to be of abundance...

What should i get for my friends? What should i not get for my enemies?

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Dear blog

If life throws you money, invest it on other people.
If life throws you people, invest your time on those people.
If life throws you time, invest your time to help people.
Then...
If life throws you shit, make a toilet bowl.
If life throws you oranges, make orange squash.
If life throws you an arrogant bastard, make... ... ... peace.

I blogged at such an Earthly hour. Ha ha. I guess i prefer low traffic bahz. Haiz, i knew i shouldn't have done it, after doing it i felt so guilty. My hands, they are at fault! I wish i can cut them away. They are the source of all my evil. I haven't got to my eyes. They keep tempting me to the wrong things. Oh no... do i have to dig them out too? Each time i do it, i fall deeper and deeper. Somebody save me. No, i can only save myself. Only i can save myself from this. Why am i always alone in this? No wonder i ended up in this plight. One day, yes one day, i'll liberate myself from this slavery.
From the sin of food.

If music is the food of love, let me have plenty of it...

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Dear blog

Have been going to lan and play L4D. It's rather a no-brainer though. Easy to learn, not so that difficult to master. I see why people can get excited/scared/bored to death playing this! Haha. I'm still at stage 2 =X And lanshop is not a place to play L4D when speakers are blasted at full volume where cries of witch and players keep shouting "tank tank!" every once in awhile, doesn't help very much.
Something that i've learnt in this game (surprisingly), is that be daring, strive to achieve your goal(s) and don't ever drop your standard despite the circumstances. Be flexible, yet achievable. And get into a safe room TOGETHER, even if it means chioning into a mob with a shotgun to save an incapicated ally.
~Yeah teamwork... i feel so old-fashion. Oh wait, i'm 20...

Rain on the other hand, has mixed meanings for me. Har, oh my, it has stopped raining! =D Okays, nothing much to say le xD Going off...

Ah... 72 goes to clementi xDD

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It's 13th of June.

Dear blog

Hurray i got an A for my Human Biology & Disease (again) 20% test. Lol! Yet, i'm repeating this module for the third time. LMAO, guess why i need to retake? Haha...

Seeing some changes. I'm happy for somebody. It's these subtle changes that are made which translates into a statement. However much i wish it away, i still don't have a fairy godmother or a pumpkin. My mind on the other hand is a powerful tool, fantasizing (appropriately) scenarios- past, present and possible future.
What i'll do for something and someone, or for "a one".

Yesterday night i had a strange yet familiar dream! I had this dream few years back, talk about nostalgic. It's this "childish" dream about me having a genie. Ha ha, yeah you'll probably be thinking "what the hell???". But yeah, it's my dream and my blog xD This tiny genie was kept in a coin bank (a piggy bank but not piggy-shaped). So i whispered to him my wish in a silent voice. That genie was shocked, in a bad way, and escaped out of his box and disappeared into thin air =( and... *wakes up* Lol. Nothing changed. I realised as i ponder whilst facing the white ceiling...
Oh whatever =.=

Hate those moments!!!

Maid hasn't been around. Family ties tightening. Trying to breathe...

Lastly, i'll be away to Penang/KL/Genting from 15th to 19th of June. This time, with the whole family. Oh my, i'm gonna be fat again, even though i haven't even started to slim down. LMAO xD Ok ok... need to rest soon.

I miss having people to bully. I miss having somebody to joke around with. I miss having someone to crap amazing for the whole day. I miss carrying you.

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So i still linger and lacks

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Phew, this pic took me long enough to upload. Must be the higher resolution...

Yeah, i took a ride in the circle line not too long ago and took some pics. This is one of them. Basically the circle line stations has many many cameras. Probably triple of what you'll see in NE, NS or EW lines. By the way, this pic was taken at Serangoon CC line when i was changing from NW to CC. Ha ha, complicated? Nah =P

Hmmm weight management. Did try something out today. Was terribly disappointed. I realised that i have really no stamina. Like 800m of running and i'm already feeling giddy (another reason cause i never sleep well too). Guess need to do swimming and cardio exercises more. Ah... i hate running =.= NAFFA on 21st of July. Geez, hope i just pass my 2.4km. Oh wait, there's still pull up, sit up (2nd weakest), shutter run and long jump. RAWRZ! Why must they make poly life so troublesome!!! Nani ?!?

Lolx, addicted to Naruto series. Dam my bro. Ha ha.

Really miss everybody, similar to somebody i know, i find friendship priceless (not worthless). I wanna appreciate and spend time with every single person i know better. Cause i may never know one day i'd not see them again...

Oh look at the time. IT fair happens later on in the day. Guess i'm not going there afterall... Another day perhaps. Ahh... there goes my mind again, being so self-indulged.

Goal #1
Lose weight by end of July in-progress

Weee~ All the best for me. Gotto sleep ler :X Mother not really happy...

When it comes right to it. No matter how much they say, how much u feel, how much it seem that somebody will be there, nobody is...

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Away, and alone.

Dear blog

My family (except myself) are leaving to Genting first thing in the morning catching the 7am bus. Well, they'll be away till wed... haiz, the reason i'm not going (or can't) is that i still have school on Mon and Tue and attendance hasn't been liking me much.

Oh well. Sunday would be a lonely day for me. Let's see here. Breakfast, lunch, dinner and sleep. Guess that's pretty much my Sunday...

How i wish... oh forget it...
Fantasy was once real, and now in a storybook. It hurts so much to read even a single page from that novel. It's under fiction now...

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The Dance of Voice

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I love this song. Have the scores wor. Hopefully VE make it up to this standard (at least eh). Haha. This song has some strong emotions =) Do hear it out...