Dear blog

I'm still staring at my complimentary Shaw movie ticket with hope and wishfulness. Think i'm really naive. In a way, i felt so let down and let down-ed. Ha ha.

Yesterday, i woke up to find myself shivering. It was so dam bloody cold. And i just found my blanket on the floor and covered myself, again.

They say don't worry be happy. I guess it's better to do that?
And still it's better to be selfish than to be selfless. I'm still going with selfless. Less of self, more of you.

I'm so dead, belt and watch are tighten by 1 knot. And reports are piling up on me. Similes are worn as a mask now. And the words that came out seems so fake. I don't know how long will i last?

Signing out.