as you wish

Dear blog

Okay lah, i’m a really die hard fan of Yiruma >.<

So what do you feel from listening this wonderful piece from him??? I too wish that i can play somewhat like this in the near future… *looks to a distance*

I feel this song. Is like a guy, looking out thru the window to his love whom he has lost somehow through an incident. He just gazes across the fields all over to meet in contact with her eyes. Then when they do meet, they remember all the troubles they faced and the difficulties that they had to undergo. But then why you ask??? What happened, and how… I don’t know, this song didn’t had the answer just emotions to me. Oh sheesh, and it ends off with just a turned glace and moving on with their own life >.<

Emo stuff =X LOL.

On a brighter or not so bright actually side, i got my pay which was $95 and i think it’s one of the least amongst us. Ha ha. But it doesn’t matter, as i’m studying and working at the same time mah, study would come 1st =) The not so nice thing is that i had to bank in all (or my dad insisted), and i just got $30 out of it =.=” Argh, don’t want to think about negative stuff. Just accept things… I can’t do no shit with $30!!!

Nevertheless, there’s obviously the natural tendency to treat myself with good food :) Arun and I went to eat at Superdog just near my Smoosh outlet :) The food there was awesome and i never had the chance to try these kind before! Ha ha. And Superdog Rules!!! =)

Hmmm Merlin came over to my area today to try to settle the cat documentary thingy. Well, it didn’t went to well but at least we got the rough idea of what we want and what i had to expect. Thanks Merlin for that awesome “Opportunity” you gave me =) Would appreciate it much much! Hopefully we’ll settle our music stuff soon eh? Man, i need some more guitar training >.<

Sometimes, don’t you wish that somebody would approach you? Don’t you wish that somebody would be dependent on you and vice versa? And some other times, when you see a friend gets so fed up with his own life and you know you can’t do much about it because he’ll put on a mask in front of you, in front of everybody else, no not else, even himself. The silent cries can be heard by another. The spirit breaker was felt by another as well. If there’s even a slight chance to help you, i would. And so here i say to you to jia youz in your life and never give up what you dream of, even if not, put in  100% in whatever you do as well! I know it’s difficult because i face it too, at times…

Depending on others for help doesn’t mean or make you useless. When nobody talks to you or ask for your help, then you are. I feel that way sometimes. I choose not to and think of my future, the future in which i have control over.

Planning to go to some secluded area soon. Need a good shout and something to vent my frustrations as well. Jia youz to whoever is out there too!

Signing out