Lost

Dear blog

It has been forever since i last blogged! Ha ha. I’m sure nobody will read this post anytime soon since they’ve all got their own lives and my blog is currently pronounced dead =X Hmmm is not that lor! I just wanna change to another blog skin. Somehow this doesn’t feel like me anymore. I’m lost…

On the other hand. Single life doesn’t seem half as bad (yeah i’m a big meanie). Hopefully the rain would stop pouring and i’ll step out into a sunshine =)

Rawrz stupid dragonica disk (free, given by a CD store guy)!!! Can’t even work on my Dell com. Or is it my lousy com? Argh >.< I don’t know. Ha ha just wanna play games with people. At least i’ll stay connected =) Connected…

Signing out

51@N

Dear blog

Yes, i’m uberly worn out and sian-ed. These few days rather tired, think i’m getting old le >.<

Yesterday presentation was a so-so one. I had +30 more slides compared to my partner, although i didn’t know how well he did. I just did my best, and that is all that matters! Wore black full suit and i hate wearing longs (sleeve and pants). Memorising the slides weren’t difficult, the annoying part is the look in the person accessing me and my supervisor. It’s the “do you know what you’re saying” look. *ahbish* slap their faces left and right!!! Of course i know what i’m saying =.= The Q&A portion was a mix between easy and difficult questions altogether, and certain questions even beyond my syllabus  lor! He’s a chemist, i’m a biologist. So far apart!

Now i’m just slacking in the lab, waiting for sup to come and later will be doing night shift at Smoosh. As well as considering a steamboat gathering for Smoosh mates on Friday. But it’s like 2300 at Bugis!!! So far and so late wor. Hmmm but if the rest are going, then i’ll definitely go as well :)

Jia youz for the people doing reports (including me)

Signing out

as you wish

Dear blog

Okay lah, i’m a really die hard fan of Yiruma >.<

So what do you feel from listening this wonderful piece from him??? I too wish that i can play somewhat like this in the near future… *looks to a distance*

I feel this song. Is like a guy, looking out thru the window to his love whom he has lost somehow through an incident. He just gazes across the fields all over to meet in contact with her eyes. Then when they do meet, they remember all the troubles they faced and the difficulties that they had to undergo. But then why you ask??? What happened, and how… I don’t know, this song didn’t had the answer just emotions to me. Oh sheesh, and it ends off with just a turned glace and moving on with their own life >.<

Emo stuff =X LOL.

On a brighter or not so bright actually side, i got my pay which was $95 and i think it’s one of the least amongst us. Ha ha. But it doesn’t matter, as i’m studying and working at the same time mah, study would come 1st =) The not so nice thing is that i had to bank in all (or my dad insisted), and i just got $30 out of it =.=” Argh, don’t want to think about negative stuff. Just accept things… I can’t do no shit with $30!!!

Nevertheless, there’s obviously the natural tendency to treat myself with good food :) Arun and I went to eat at Superdog just near my Smoosh outlet :) The food there was awesome and i never had the chance to try these kind before! Ha ha. And Superdog Rules!!! =)

Hmmm Merlin came over to my area today to try to settle the cat documentary thingy. Well, it didn’t went to well but at least we got the rough idea of what we want and what i had to expect. Thanks Merlin for that awesome “Opportunity” you gave me =) Would appreciate it much much! Hopefully we’ll settle our music stuff soon eh? Man, i need some more guitar training >.<

Sometimes, don’t you wish that somebody would approach you? Don’t you wish that somebody would be dependent on you and vice versa? And some other times, when you see a friend gets so fed up with his own life and you know you can’t do much about it because he’ll put on a mask in front of you, in front of everybody else, no not else, even himself. The silent cries can be heard by another. The spirit breaker was felt by another as well. If there’s even a slight chance to help you, i would. And so here i say to you to jia youz in your life and never give up what you dream of, even if not, put in  100% in whatever you do as well! I know it’s difficult because i face it too, at times…

Depending on others for help doesn’t mean or make you useless. When nobody talks to you or ask for your help, then you are. I feel that way sometimes. I choose not to and think of my future, the future in which i have control over.

Planning to go to some secluded area soon. Need a good shout and something to vent my frustrations as well. Jia youz to whoever is out there too!

Signing out

be3n awhil3

Dear blog

It has been awhile since i blog. And i just decided to shaft this post up the blog to clean away the dust *blows the thick layers* Ha ha. Been very busy, and am still very busy.

Updates…

I got into the job Smoosh and am currently very hectic juggling part time work, school work and final year project. Becoming a superman le!

Sickness and fatigue follows me like chocolate and milk. Sure you can have dark chocolate, but there’s bound to be some milk. Sighz…

Then again. Life seems great me being busy and finally having some people to talk to? Ha ha. A 1 year silent friend, a month plus close darling, 2 good guy work mates that share our laugher (but not our bloodshed) together. Whew, what more can i ask for? Oh, good NS buddy for soon to come? Hee hee.

Oh my, i have a test tomorrow at 12 =X I still haven’t slept. Gosh, i need to sleep le. This will be it. Till i have time away from my reports, presentations and more reports :)

Love all of ya!

Signing out

headache

Dear blog

Yes Honey, i have a headache… >.<

It’s probably due to my lack of sleep and the stress i’m receiving from school itself…

The site of injury poked by that NS personal to draw my blood just recovered only yesterday! It was blue black all the way from CMPB till home sia! Awwww so pain that time…

So let’s see what has happened? Argh, brain hurts just to think of it. Sometimes, thinking what you’re thinking would give me a horrible headache and heartache as well.

As wiki quotes…

“Friendship is the cooperative and supportive relationship between people. In this sense, the term connotes a relationship which involves mutual knowledge, esteem,affection, and respect along with a degree of rendering service to friends in times of need or crisis. Friends will welcome each other's company and exhibit loyalty towards each other, often to the point of altruism. Their tastes will usually be similar and may converge, and they will share enjoyable activities. They will also engage in mutually helping behaviour, such as the exchange of advice and the sharing of hardship. A friend is someone who may often demonstrate reciprocating and reflective behaviours. Yet for some, the practical execution of friendship is little more than the trust that someone will not harm them.”

So from here, there are generally two reasons why people would want to make friends.

1. To enjoy each other’s company.
2. To prevent the other party from hurting.

It always seems like the third choice, that i’m a friend so that i won’t be an enemy… sigh… At least there’s a converging trait- stubbornness xD Ha ha… Yeah i’m sure it’s that =)

I don’t take panadol. That’s final. Ah i’m working tomorrow… Gosh, i need rest. I need to chiong this semester!!!

Signing out

almost0ver

Dear blog

Ha ha, now i’m trying out this new way of fitting pictures to my entries =) True enough, it may seem distracting, but i hope it’ll be much more fun(ner) to read! Oh about the picture, heh heh. I wanna have one of these inside my future house wor. It’ll be so grand (piano) placed smack right in the middle of the living room. Whenever i feel the urge or inspiration, i’ll just fiddle a few notes =)

Ah, about the gig! It’s finally over!!! Yay =) 2 months of hard work all paid off in the White Night Gala event as White Night Gala Choir?!? Like we have a name and status you know!!! Ha ha. Oh well… I’ll have to make do with these pictures i took with my handphone bah. Didn’t took the opportunity to take pics on the stage though =X But the girls did! Ha ha. So this gala event thingy is actually an event for Bone Marrow Foundation fundraising. And we (choir and string ensemble) are the entertainment. Hmmm being an entertainment and being the centre of attention is 2 totally different things you know :P Did i mention that there were professional male ballad dancers- Chinese and Phinoys =)

Overall the experience was rather enriching and an honour to be singing with the Singers :) That includes my conductor Mr Ong. It’s the feeling where people whom you’re used to being in a high authority and now singing with the same status as you!!! hee hee, nice feeling… The bad thing was, i was late for the rehearsals on thurs and an hour late for the actual performance on fri!!! Like OMG >.< I have valid reasons okay! Friday was due to my supervisor being draggy and all =.= Don’t get me started on him… Then the last good thing was Mr Greg Chen treated us supper! Woooo, so happy! It was at cuppage plaza and we had champagne leh :P and some snacks, all covered by Mr Greg Chen :) *All hails*

Just a random picture from church members… Justin, Chong Hao and Mark =) Ah, read the wordings if you want to :)

Hmmm need to help mom promote her home-backed pineapple tarts…

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Hopefully she’ll have some sales :)

Argh, it’s getting late and i still don’t have an anti-virus software. Oh well =P Tomorrow is my NS medical check up, and i’m reaching there earlier- 11am. Praying that it wont be much of a hassle. Alrights, getting tired… zzz.. time to hit the haystacks… nights all

Signing out