Dear blog
Our lives are made
In these small hours
These little wonders
These twists and turns of fate
Time falls away,
But these small hours
These small hours
Still remain
Mmm that's the chorus of this song. Just got inspired by this song from a blog, just by hearing this. The feeling portrayed by this... makes me wanna cry sometimes.
By the way, i'm not doing that lame food consumption daily le. I realise that there's another better way. Ha ha. Oh well, that sms didnt work out the way i thought it would...
These small hours still remain...
28 November 2008
27 November 2008
Suffering and Sacrifices...?
Sacrifices? Suffering? What are these exactly to someone?I always believed that both are relative and it's subjective to different individuals. Hence i'm able to portray a more understanding behaviour, i think. Along all these while, you may think you're suffering, such as not getting the latest iphone the faddest clothes or even time. It's always good to take a step back and observe your surroundings, that's why God gave us that sense common to all of us but rarely used.
Culture differences and temporary emotional changes like anger would bring about an unclear screen in front of us, where we begin to assume things and view things in our own way (i'm a regular victim of it). Affecting our mindset and probably our response, we would then further express what we might think what is right and jump into conclusions. This would often leave the other party confused and blur, if minor cases, or angry and disappointed in those matters close to their heart.
As an outsider, what can i do? Being neutral has its advantages. Never compare yourself with others, so compare yourself with yourself! What better way to improve then to check on yourself (it gives the perfect positive control, if you know what i mean). Rather than to seek out the "perfect" secular standards, which may or may not be your best. Ha ha, derailing back... We can compare how much one has thought to sacrifice with this formua:
Sacrifice value (units) = Current habits/actions/responses - Normal habits/actions/responses
Then we can measure how much this person is thought to sacrifice...
Mines alot.Way way alot.
Signing out
Mines alot.Way way alot.
Signing out
25 November 2008
Entry 25/11/08
Breakfast 0745- Hot dog bun
Dinner 2000- Carrot Cake
Dear blog
I'm now blogging from my school's library computers. Okay so they are not the higher tech classes but at least they are free to use =) Just went thru my EBM lecture. One thing that strike my heart was different people have different culture and believe in which we react in different manner. E.g. a guy can't go hugging or even offer a handshake to a malay gal unless she initiates it, and that would be like akward to an ang mo (eurasian).
Time you said you need it. I'll give it, but i'll be still there for you always...
Nothing less to say...
Breakfast 0745- Hot dog bun
Dinner 2000- Carrot Cake
Dear blog
I'm now blogging from my school's library computers. Okay so they are not the higher tech classes but at least they are free to use =) Just went thru my EBM lecture. One thing that strike my heart was different people have different culture and believe in which we react in different manner. E.g. a guy can't go hugging or even offer a handshake to a malay gal unless she initiates it, and that would be like akward to an ang mo (eurasian).
Time you said you need it. I'll give it, but i'll be still there for you always...
Nothing less to say...
24 November 2008
Catz and Dogz
Can I not do what you required? Why can't I? Am i incapable of doing just such a simple thing such as shutting up?
Ever wondered why dogs and cats fight? Well, long time ago both were best of buddies. The cat would bring the fish on the table to share the food whilst the dog would protect the cat from any harm. Both lived in harmony, till one faithful day...
Dog faces a outrage.
Dog tells cat.
Cat nods and seemingly understand.
Dog is disappointed at cat's response and snaps at cat.
Cat gets angry and ignores dog.
And that's how cats and dogs are enemies thereafter...
We're not cats and dogs are we?
Entry 24/11/08
Breakfast 1015- Peanut butter sandwich
Lunch 1500- Rice with egg and chicken slices
Dinner 1830- Taco wrap X2
Dear blog
Hmmm i think i've found my talent in life. I'm a pro procrastinator. I wonder if there's any career for such fine qualities?
I've decided to skip school and cca today. Cause i've procrastinated for 1 whole dam week, not exactly, it's just that i tend to do reports and when i get stuck i would think for a long long time, starring at my laptop screen and frustrated inside. RAWR hopefully i can rush thru my stuffs and send to my teacher by tonight, if not i'll get zero = ="
Where's my fun... Oh yeah attached on my handphone =)
Signing out
Breakfast 1015- Peanut butter sandwich
Lunch 1500- Rice with egg and chicken slices
Dinner 1830- Taco wrap X2
Dear blog
Hmmm i think i've found my talent in life. I'm a pro procrastinator. I wonder if there's any career for such fine qualities?I've decided to skip school and cca today. Cause i've procrastinated for 1 whole dam week, not exactly, it's just that i tend to do reports and when i get stuck i would think for a long long time, starring at my laptop screen and frustrated inside. RAWR hopefully i can rush thru my stuffs and send to my teacher by tonight, if not i'll get zero = ="
Where's my fun... Oh yeah attached on my handphone =)
Signing out
22 November 2008
Entry 21/11/08
Breakfast 1100- Hot dog bun
Lunch 1430- Rice with eggs and salted veg
Dinner 1800- Shrooms burger meal
Supper 2100- Maggie Goreng and chicken drumstick
Dear blog
OMG i'm like a day late in posting lar = =" Because of an event i went today (or rather on Fri). Rode a 50min MRT journey to SP for Mr and Ms SP, persuaded by Shin to go actualy. But since is his birthday today (i mean Fri), just give him face lorz...
Mr and Ms SP event was pretty Rah-Rah, 10 final contestants five guys and five gals, with many many fans even family as well! Was somewhat a wonderful experience (my first actually) other than the booming amplifiers which gave me a major headache along the show. Then the second good thing was that the ticket was only $2 that entitles free refreshments (not bad), and a lucky draw (with cool prizes like ipod touch). The feeling was sleepy there though, i guess it's the nice cushy seats =X After event cam-whored a bit and went home on last train... zzzzz sleepy...
Signing out
Breakfast 1100- Hot dog bun
Lunch 1430- Rice with eggs and salted veg
Dinner 1800- Shrooms burger meal
Supper 2100- Maggie Goreng and chicken drumstick
Dear blog
OMG i'm like a day late in posting lar = =" Because of an event i went today (or rather on Fri). Rode a 50min MRT journey to SP for Mr and Ms SP, persuaded by Shin to go actualy. But since is his birthday today (i mean Fri), just give him face lorz...
Mr and Ms SP event was pretty Rah-Rah, 10 final contestants five guys and five gals, with many many fans even family as well! Was somewhat a wonderful experience (my first actually) other than the booming amplifiers which gave me a major headache along the show. Then the second good thing was that the ticket was only $2 that entitles free refreshments (not bad), and a lucky draw (with cool prizes like ipod touch). The feeling was sleepy there though, i guess it's the nice cushy seats =X After event cam-whored a bit and went home on last train... zzzzz sleepy...
Signing out
21 November 2008
We were Made to Survive...
What can i crap out of me at this hour? Time check: 0355am!!! My as well finish this post first =) Do you know that the human body was created and mechanistically suited to progress forward? Not only the physical body parts like the eyes, nose, mouth, ears and feet, but psychologically as well, referring to the defense mechanisms of the brain and the heart. Talking about defense mechanisms, our body has this internal cell memory which would remember any past experiences (bad ones) and would react to it sub-consciously. One example would be training lab rats by means of shocking them when a wrong action was done. Similarly, the human body reacts in the same way as well, even more so the heart, the soul of a person. A scarred soul although may heal, but its memories will forever be there. Given a proper stimulus, a chain reaction would occur which triggers the defense mechanism like withdrawal symptoms or depression...Don't you know? It's NEVER good to just "leave it alone" and wait for it to "cool off". Everything in nature is by effort and its grace, to cause trouble or to make peace, all with the same pair of hands and lips. Exotic...
If i go head-on, i'll injure my mind...
If i go hands-on, i'll injure my works...
If i go legs-on, i'll cripple my footing...
If i go on and off, i'll injure the heart closest to me...
Ooooooooooo CHIWAWA!
Randoms off...
20 November 2008
Entry 20/11/08
Breakfast 0715- Crossiant with pork floss
Lunch 1500- Rice, Luncheon meat and Otah
Dinner 1900- KFC
Dear blog
Ha ha, that would be a close representation of me? Yeah! I like it chunky, i like it huge and i like it big! Wahahaha xD
Just went to catch this show. Well, like laughed 2/3 of the show cause it was totally awesome and funnier than the first season! Would really encourage people to catch this show for a good laugh and a rather good plot behind the english jokes. Moto Moto means Hot Hot! Szzzzz, i'm sizzling! =X
Signing out
Breakfast 0715- Crossiant with pork floss
Lunch 1500- Rice, Luncheon meat and Otah
Dinner 1900- KFC
Dear blog
Ha ha, that would be a close representation of me? Yeah! I like it chunky, i like it huge and i like it big! Wahahaha xDJust went to catch this show. Well, like laughed 2/3 of the show cause it was totally awesome and funnier than the first season! Would really encourage people to catch this show for a good laugh and a rather good plot behind the english jokes. Moto Moto means Hot Hot! Szzzzz, i'm sizzling! =X
Signing out
19 November 2008
The One for You
One Second...
The time taken for your potential spouse to forgive you
One Minute...
The time taken for your best friend to forgive you
One Hour...
The time taken for your classmate to forgive you
One Day...
The time taken for a friend to forgive over trival matters
One Month...
The time taken for a complete stranger to forgive another
One Year...
The time taken for a student to forgive his/her teacher
One Life-time...
The time taken for someone you dump to forgive you
Moral of the story
I'm not gonna dump any more people =)
One Second...
The time taken for your potential spouse to forgive you
One Minute...
The time taken for your best friend to forgive you
One Hour...
The time taken for your classmate to forgive you
One Day...
The time taken for a friend to forgive over trival matters
One Month...
The time taken for a complete stranger to forgive another
One Year...
The time taken for a student to forgive his/her teacher
One Life-time...
The time taken for someone you dump to forgive you
Moral of the story
I'm not gonna dump any more people =)
Entry 19/11/08
Breakfast 1200- Garlic bread
Lunch 1430- Fried rice
Dinner 1730- Taco roll
Dear blog
The human tetris. What a game to play :) This picture was made by swiss citizens. Creative minds? Or just simply plain stupidity?
Breakfast 1200- Garlic bread
Lunch 1430- Fried rice
Dinner 1730- Taco roll
Dear blogThe human tetris. What a game to play :) This picture was made by swiss citizens. Creative minds? Or just simply plain stupidity?
Weather is cold
Whether is cold
or whatever the weather
Cold will not be what i ever would be whenever the weather
Whether is cold
or whatever the weather
Cold will not be what i ever would be whenever the weather
It's already week 6 of school term! Oh my gosh, exams would be creeping in soon. I needa do some nerdy work. *transform*! NERDY PAULY
Warming off
Warming off
18 November 2008
Entry 18/11/08
Breakfast 0745- Hot dog bun
Lunch 1415- Biscuits, seaweed chicken and kiwi
Dinner 2000- Double cheese burger
Dear blog
*Stares*
Don't you like the feeling of being stared at? Nah, if you do, you have weird self-actualization. Being stared at gives me a feeling of Theory "x", the more constrained and that need to follow SOPs to please everyone (or almost everyone).
My heart batted over twice its speed. It was like some flash heat that swirl around my neck to my forehead. Almost unimaginable, i detest this feeling. This cowardice feeling. But i can't fight it, he doesn't allow me to... Right now, right here i wanna be with the person whom i can trust, whom i can believe, whom i can have faith in. And you did it =)
Breakfast 0745- Hot dog bun
Lunch 1415- Biscuits, seaweed chicken and kiwi
Dinner 2000- Double cheese burger
Dear blog
*Stares*
Don't you like the feeling of being stared at? Nah, if you do, you have weird self-actualization. Being stared at gives me a feeling of Theory "x", the more constrained and that need to follow SOPs to please everyone (or almost everyone).
My heart batted over twice its speed. It was like some flash heat that swirl around my neck to my forehead. Almost unimaginable, i detest this feeling. This cowardice feeling. But i can't fight it, he doesn't allow me to... Right now, right here i wanna be with the person whom i can trust, whom i can believe, whom i can have faith in. And you did it =)
17 November 2008
Entry 17/11/08
Breakfast 0945- Peanut butter bread
Lunch 1400- Maggie mee
Dinner 1800- Wan ton mee
Supper 2230- Vegetable biscuits
Dear blog
To my dearest curtis
BearBear has this bad habit of being too of himself. BearBear tends to think too much, and have good memories which affects him badly. Sometimes BearBear wishes to knock his head on the wall so hard, that he can be a totally new person. But BearBear is also a coward, he likes to hide in himself and acts a brave front. Once this barrier is broken, you can see all the soft white stuffing inside him. BearBear of course tries to let curtis always see the stuffings, but sometimes... ... ... BearBear need what BearBear need. BearBear asks for too much, Bearbear would change.
Anyhows, so much about that above bear post. LOLX.
THIS IS MY 200TH POST! Weeeee *celebrates*
No party or any sort unfortunately. Today choir session was pretty stressful (just like any other practices). Mr Ong (our conductor), feels pressured due to our abilities (or the lack of it). Hopefully, we as a whole ensemble can unite and perform together the songs nicely in the coming concert. Oh!!! The Christmas Carol CDs are out quite some time! Anybody wants? There're sold at $10 per copy. Thanks Rees for getting one :) Any more? *holds out a knife*
Breakfast 0945- Peanut butter bread
Lunch 1400- Maggie mee
Dinner 1800- Wan ton mee
Supper 2230- Vegetable biscuits
Dear blog
To my dearest curtis
BearBear has this bad habit of being too of himself. BearBear tends to think too much, and have good memories which affects him badly. Sometimes BearBear wishes to knock his head on the wall so hard, that he can be a totally new person. But BearBear is also a coward, he likes to hide in himself and acts a brave front. Once this barrier is broken, you can see all the soft white stuffing inside him. BearBear of course tries to let curtis always see the stuffings, but sometimes... ... ... BearBear need what BearBear need. BearBear asks for too much, Bearbear would change.
Anyhows, so much about that above bear post. LOLX.
THIS IS MY 200TH POST! Weeeee *celebrates*
No party or any sort unfortunately. Today choir session was pretty stressful (just like any other practices). Mr Ong (our conductor), feels pressured due to our abilities (or the lack of it). Hopefully, we as a whole ensemble can unite and perform together the songs nicely in the coming concert. Oh!!! The Christmas Carol CDs are out quite some time! Anybody wants? There're sold at $10 per copy. Thanks Rees for getting one :) Any more? *holds out a knife*
If i can, i would protect you more
But i've given you my all.
If i can, i would provide you more
But i've given you my all.
If i can, i would hug you more
But i've give you my all.
If i can, i would love you more
I told you, i've already given you my all.
I don't want you to return my all
I just want you more...
But i've given you my all.
If i can, i would provide you more
But i've given you my all.
If i can, i would hug you more
But i've give you my all.
If i can, i would love you more
I told you, i've already given you my all.
I don't want you to return my all
I just want you more...
Loving more (tries to)
Entry 16/11/08
Breakfast 1200- zui kuey
Dinner 2330- Black carrot cake
Dear blog
I'm at lost for words. Some stuffs words can't describe. It's like once you know the dangers or possibilities of some things happening to your friend, but they just don't heed your advice or accept your help in any way. Then when trouble actually hit them, you'll have this nostalgic yet anguish feeling.
I hate you. I hate memories, and i hate thinking.
Tears fell swiftly as soon as the phone was picked up 15 seconds. Did you know what flashed through my head? The hug that i received on that faithful day...
Emotionally stress
If music is thy food of love,
let me be a composer...
I want it all (want it all). But i would give it all to you :)
Signing out
Breakfast 1200- zui kuey
Dinner 2330- Black carrot cake
Dear blog
I'm at lost for words. Some stuffs words can't describe. It's like once you know the dangers or possibilities of some things happening to your friend, but they just don't heed your advice or accept your help in any way. Then when trouble actually hit them, you'll have this nostalgic yet anguish feeling.
I hate you. I hate memories, and i hate thinking.
Tears fell swiftly as soon as the phone was picked up 15 seconds. Did you know what flashed through my head? The hug that i received on that faithful day...
Emotionally stress
If music is thy food of love,
let me be a composer...
I want it all (want it all). But i would give it all to you :)
Signing out
15 November 2008
Entry 15/11/08
Lunch 1400- Chicken wing rice
Dinner 1730- Kai lan, Prawn paste chicken and Sausage omelette
Supper 2100- Shredded chicken with mushroom dry noodles
Dear blog
Recently most of my meals are chicken wing rice. Hmmm, ever wondered how to compensate convenience for healthy food? Although it doesn't mean that healthy food are hard to get either. Oh well, i wonder if my regime of doing light exercises everyday morning is working. Doesn't seem to =X haha, i should increase!
Hmmm, there will be times where one will wonder why was one being born in this boring or dreadful world. Or another way to ask it: What is my purpose on Earth?
There's no specific detailed answer for each person, but there's a specific answer to each person...
Every single human on this Earth has an important role to play which would affect other people. Troubles and trials may come, but then there are always friends to rely on, and that's what we should depend on.
Signing out
Lunch 1400- Chicken wing rice
Dinner 1730- Kai lan, Prawn paste chicken and Sausage omelette
Supper 2100- Shredded chicken with mushroom dry noodles
Dear blog
Recently most of my meals are chicken wing rice. Hmmm, ever wondered how to compensate convenience for healthy food? Although it doesn't mean that healthy food are hard to get either. Oh well, i wonder if my regime of doing light exercises everyday morning is working. Doesn't seem to =X haha, i should increase!
Hmmm, there will be times where one will wonder why was one being born in this boring or dreadful world. Or another way to ask it: What is my purpose on Earth?
There's no specific detailed answer for each person, but there's a specific answer to each person...
Every single human on this Earth has an important role to play which would affect other people. Troubles and trials may come, but then there are always friends to rely on, and that's what we should depend on.
Signing out
14 November 2008
Entry 14/11/08
Lunch 1300- Rice with chicken and black pepper
Dinner 1930- Mee Goreng
Dear blog
Yeah, just added my imeen stuffs back! Just some choral songs that i really liked and inspired me through =)
Awww just now didn't went to vivo or ECP as planned. At least going to Thomson Plaza was fun! Haha i enjoyed it as well =)
Signing out
Lunch 1300- Rice with chicken and black pepper
Dinner 1930- Mee Goreng
Dear blog
Yeah, just added my imeen stuffs back! Just some choral songs that i really liked and inspired me through =)
Awww just now didn't went to vivo or ECP as planned. At least going to Thomson Plaza was fun! Haha i enjoyed it as well =)
Signing out
13 November 2008
Entry 13/11/08
Breakfast 0715- Biscuits
Lunch 1400- Dry maggie mee
Dinner 1830- Rice, luncheon meat and eggs
Dear blog
I wonder if sometimes i'm trying too hard? Then being disregarded? Sigh, should i tone down a bit? Maybe i should give some space...
Hmmm, after a nice rest and some messenging. Headache seems to go away. Eureka! I've found a cure for headache... =) Ask me...
Signing out
Breakfast 0715- Biscuits
Lunch 1400- Dry maggie mee
Dinner 1830- Rice, luncheon meat and eggs
Dear blog
I wonder if sometimes i'm trying too hard? Then being disregarded? Sigh, should i tone down a bit? Maybe i should give some space...
Hmmm, after a nice rest and some messenging. Headache seems to go away. Eureka! I've found a cure for headache... =) Ask me...
Signing out
12 November 2008
Entry 12/11/08
Breakfast 1045- Bah hu with bun
Lunch 1600- XXL chicken
Dinner 1930- Chicken wing rice
Supper 2230- True chocolate ice-blended
Dear blog
I'm just stressed about having Wednesday as a no-school day. Okay, probably that's the only nice thing for my school schedule so far. Alrights, so what do we have here? I need to finish up my make-up punishment for tomorrow on SWOT, need to do a resume + cover letter by next week, search for a relevant ad based on my qualifications, finish up my molecular genetics drosophilia e-prac, and complete bioinformatics case study. Oh my, that's a mouthful and a handful. Hopefully i can finish all those soon.
The coffin. Not a really good show to catch, but if you have no other choice, then too bad =P The scary part is probably when you're enclosed in a small wooden box? And i think there's a time shift between the story of the lady and the guy, not sure though. But was utterly disappointed with the show =(
Off to work!
Signing out
Breakfast 1045- Bah hu with bun
Lunch 1600- XXL chicken
Dinner 1930- Chicken wing rice
Supper 2230- True chocolate ice-blended
Dear blog
I'm just stressed about having Wednesday as a no-school day. Okay, probably that's the only nice thing for my school schedule so far. Alrights, so what do we have here? I need to finish up my make-up punishment for tomorrow on SWOT, need to do a resume + cover letter by next week, search for a relevant ad based on my qualifications, finish up my molecular genetics drosophilia e-prac, and complete bioinformatics case study. Oh my, that's a mouthful and a handful. Hopefully i can finish all those soon.
The coffin. Not a really good show to catch, but if you have no other choice, then too bad =P The scary part is probably when you're enclosed in a small wooden box? And i think there's a time shift between the story of the lady and the guy, not sure though. But was utterly disappointed with the show =(Off to work!
Signing out
11 November 2008
Entry 11/11/08
Breakfast 0730- Man tou with margarine
Lunch 1400- Chicken porridge
Dinner 1730- Beef noodles dry
Dear blog
Today raining day
Raining day it was today
Everything sucks
Very very sick at times
Venture into unexplored parts of the school
Yesterday into an openess, today a mess...
Don't know what's wrong with me today??? Woke up at 0715 and started the chain of flus (my term). Didn't stop, so did the coldness i felt. Was it the weather? Or am i just weak? Fortunately had hot peeping porridge for lunch which helped a little, a little... Then went to J8 to dine with Pastor Peter for some issues (P&C). Hee hee, and i got on all the right buses today! Weee =) Alright, tomorrow no school so can sleep later abit, abit...
Signing out
Breakfast 0730- Man tou with margarine
Lunch 1400- Chicken porridge
Dinner 1730- Beef noodles dry
Dear blog
Today raining day
Raining day it was today
Everything sucks
Very very sick at times
Venture into unexplored parts of the school
Yesterday into an openess, today a mess...
Don't know what's wrong with me today??? Woke up at 0715 and started the chain of flus (my term). Didn't stop, so did the coldness i felt. Was it the weather? Or am i just weak? Fortunately had hot peeping porridge for lunch which helped a little, a little... Then went to J8 to dine with Pastor Peter for some issues (P&C). Hee hee, and i got on all the right buses today! Weee =) Alright, tomorrow no school so can sleep later abit, abit...
Signing out
10 November 2008
Entry 10/11/08
Breakfast 0900- Hot dog bun
Lunch 1400- Home-cooked fried rice
Dinner 1700- Subway meltz
Dear blog
As always, Monday has a very slack day. Except for morning, don't know for whatever reason, my mother asked my maid to wake up up at 0800 while my lessons start at 1100! Is like so whatever lah, i study at NYP not TP, 30min to get to school not 3hours. Sheesh = ="
Bioinformatics practical was a blur today as taught by Ms A. Jeans, she speak kinda chopped, as if stressing points (alot), but at least she's approachable and has given us her email in case of any trouble we face in the practicals (which worth quite a % in our module).
Rushed back home, and i do mean rush back, till i boarded the wrong bus!!! Took 853 by mistake and i alighted at AMK central stop. At that point of time it was raining rather reasonably to get someone wet, and i needed to cross the road to the opposite to transfer bus back. And whilst waiting for the traffic light to turn green, an old man suddenly shared his umbrella with me... I was like in a grateful + rushing + embarassed state. Rather kind of him, but as soon as the green man flashed i said a quick thanks and speeded to the bus stop to get on the bus. Thankfully i don't think i was being any way disrespectful. Lesson to learn? If you do good to others, sometimes they might not reciprocrate but more often then not they really do appreciate it =)
So what does it feels like being sheltered under someone else's umbrella? How do you respond in the most plausible manner? Is there an uneven sense of dominance over another?
Heehee, just something to think about, oh man, i need to bath! Tata~
Signing out
Breakfast 0900- Hot dog bun
Lunch 1400- Home-cooked fried rice
Dinner 1700- Subway meltz
Dear blog
As always, Monday has a very slack day. Except for morning, don't know for whatever reason, my mother asked my maid to wake up up at 0800 while my lessons start at 1100! Is like so whatever lah, i study at NYP not TP, 30min to get to school not 3hours. Sheesh = ="Bioinformatics practical was a blur today as taught by Ms A. Jeans, she speak kinda chopped, as if stressing points (alot), but at least she's approachable and has given us her email in case of any trouble we face in the practicals (which worth quite a % in our module).
Rushed back home, and i do mean rush back, till i boarded the wrong bus!!! Took 853 by mistake and i alighted at AMK central stop. At that point of time it was raining rather reasonably to get someone wet, and i needed to cross the road to the opposite to transfer bus back. And whilst waiting for the traffic light to turn green, an old man suddenly shared his umbrella with me... I was like in a grateful + rushing + embarassed state. Rather kind of him, but as soon as the green man flashed i said a quick thanks and speeded to the bus stop to get on the bus. Thankfully i don't think i was being any way disrespectful. Lesson to learn? If you do good to others, sometimes they might not reciprocrate but more often then not they really do appreciate it =)
So what does it feels like being sheltered under someone else's umbrella? How do you respond in the most plausible manner? Is there an uneven sense of dominance over another?
Heehee, just something to think about, oh man, i need to bath! Tata~
Signing out
09 November 2008
Entry 9/11/08
Breakfast 1200- Half pizza
Lunch 1430- Rice, chicken wings, half boiled egg and egg tofu
Dinner 2230- Black carrot cake and oyster omelette
Dear blog
Today as always is a boring day, a boring sunday. Wondering why i even set a post for today as well ?_? Oh well, my as well make the best out of this space...
Nothing interesting today, cept for dinner which was very very filling! I don't think i can have breakfast tomorrow as well = =" And i really wanna stress this: In a hawker centre, there are like many drinks stall, at least have the courtesy of going back to the person who painstakenly approached you to ask for drink order. It's really fustrating when you've tried to get that particular customer to order, whilst walking back and forth to the table and the stall, just to see the customer order some place else... RAWR!
Here's two short Christian joke i've remembered during Saturday's service (i've paraphrased it)...
Coffee Brewing
There was this Christian couple who was arguing about who should brew the coffee in the morning. The wife started, "Honey since you're the first to wake up and want to drink coffee faster you should be making coffee". "Oh no, dear you're the housewife of our family. You're in charge or cleaning, making meals and of course the coffee making should be yours" the husband defended. Being holy and all, the wife took out a bible and stated "The bible says that the husband must be the one making coffee!" Husband immediately enquired "where?!?" She then flip the pages and pointed at Hebrew.
Satan vs Jesus
Satan at one point of time was very furious with Jesus, and challenged him "What ever you do, i bet i can do as well or even better!" "Oh is it" Jesus calmly answered, "Well, make me a man then". Satan then took some dirt from the ground and started moulding the shape. Jesus saw and slapped Satan's hands "Get your own dirt!"
Hahaha. Well, i'm still kinda laughing at those jokes xD But you need to have some basic knowledge to get the genes. Hmmm, i'm getting sleepy le, it should be! Ha ha, gonna get some sleep to prepare for tomorrow's school =) tata
Signing out
Breakfast 1200- Half pizza
Lunch 1430- Rice, chicken wings, half boiled egg and egg tofu
Dinner 2230- Black carrot cake and oyster omelette
Dear blog
Today as always is a boring day, a boring sunday. Wondering why i even set a post for today as well ?_? Oh well, my as well make the best out of this space...
Nothing interesting today, cept for dinner which was very very filling! I don't think i can have breakfast tomorrow as well = =" And i really wanna stress this: In a hawker centre, there are like many drinks stall, at least have the courtesy of going back to the person who painstakenly approached you to ask for drink order. It's really fustrating when you've tried to get that particular customer to order, whilst walking back and forth to the table and the stall, just to see the customer order some place else... RAWR!
Here's two short Christian joke i've remembered during Saturday's service (i've paraphrased it)...
Coffee Brewing
There was this Christian couple who was arguing about who should brew the coffee in the morning. The wife started, "Honey since you're the first to wake up and want to drink coffee faster you should be making coffee". "Oh no, dear you're the housewife of our family. You're in charge or cleaning, making meals and of course the coffee making should be yours" the husband defended. Being holy and all, the wife took out a bible and stated "The bible says that the husband must be the one making coffee!" Husband immediately enquired "where?!?" She then flip the pages and pointed at Hebrew.
Satan vs Jesus
Satan at one point of time was very furious with Jesus, and challenged him "What ever you do, i bet i can do as well or even better!" "Oh is it" Jesus calmly answered, "Well, make me a man then". Satan then took some dirt from the ground and started moulding the shape. Jesus saw and slapped Satan's hands "Get your own dirt!"
Hahaha. Well, i'm still kinda laughing at those jokes xD But you need to have some basic knowledge to get the genes. Hmmm, i'm getting sleepy le, it should be! Ha ha, gonna get some sleep to prepare for tomorrow's school =) tata
Signing out
08 November 2008
Dear blog
Alrights, i'm trying to make a conscious effort in losing weight. So i'll be reminding myself and monitoring what i'm consuming and my active output. Hee hee.
Entry 8/11/08
Breakfast 1100- Coffee bun
Lunch 1430- Chicken wing rice
Dinner 1800- Beef hor fan
Snack 2030- Milo Nuggets
Probably updating everyday as well =) weeee... OMG, it's so late and i still haven't bathe! Ahhh, Whoosh!
Signing out...
Oh, i also found out that Input is more vital in losing weight, while exercises is more focused on building muscle mass. Take home message: Skinny guys work out more, Overweight guys eat healthier!
Finished church at 2000. Went to NTUC fairprice nearby to get a packet of milo nuggets (my fav), siblings and dad went off to BBQ earlier on. I decided to take the bus transportation back instead of the usual MRT (since i've bus concession, why not). Took bus 111 to royal hotel opp, which then i walked along orchard road to Far East opp where i transferred to bus 54 then all the way back home. The route back was rather cold and giddy, felt abit heart pain and ache before setting off. After reached home... felt wonderful, and just happy to be able to converse with you. I've experienced the far extreme of the power of love, scary...
I wouldn't want you to be sad, angry or disappointed alrights? If there's any problem, i'll take it personally and will do my best to improve the situation... <3
Alrights, i'm trying to make a conscious effort in losing weight. So i'll be reminding myself and monitoring what i'm consuming and my active output. Hee hee.
Entry 8/11/08
Breakfast 1100- Coffee bun
Lunch 1430- Chicken wing rice
Dinner 1800- Beef hor fan
Snack 2030- Milo Nuggets
Probably updating everyday as well =) weeee... OMG, it's so late and i still haven't bathe! Ahhh, Whoosh!
Signing out...
Oh, i also found out that Input is more vital in losing weight, while exercises is more focused on building muscle mass. Take home message: Skinny guys work out more, Overweight guys eat healthier!
Finished church at 2000. Went to NTUC fairprice nearby to get a packet of milo nuggets (my fav), siblings and dad went off to BBQ earlier on. I decided to take the bus transportation back instead of the usual MRT (since i've bus concession, why not). Took bus 111 to royal hotel opp, which then i walked along orchard road to Far East opp where i transferred to bus 54 then all the way back home. The route back was rather cold and giddy, felt abit heart pain and ache before setting off. After reached home... felt wonderful, and just happy to be able to converse with you. I've experienced the far extreme of the power of love, scary...
I wouldn't want you to be sad, angry or disappointed alrights? If there's any problem, i'll take it personally and will do my best to improve the situation... <3
07 November 2008
Dear blog
~God can heal a broken heart, but He has to have all the pieces~
Just 1 word: Surrender
I'm a good healer. No, i don't go around touching people and stuffs, what i'm referring is my own body. Looking at both of my feet, it's surprising me. Ha ha. But the process of healing and tearing again is very tiring. Getting used to it is one way to overcome, although sooner or later the wound would be infected and i'll have to throw it away as whole. Or fortunately i can depend on someone =) Weee, all problems come facing us will make us stronger still =)
Signing out
~God can heal a broken heart, but He has to have all the pieces~Just 1 word: Surrender
I'm a good healer. No, i don't go around touching people and stuffs, what i'm referring is my own body. Looking at both of my feet, it's surprising me. Ha ha. But the process of healing and tearing again is very tiring. Getting used to it is one way to overcome, although sooner or later the wound would be infected and i'll have to throw it away as whole. Or fortunately i can depend on someone =) Weee, all problems come facing us will make us stronger still =)
Signing out
06 November 2008
Dear blog
I swear if i don't blog about this, i won't do justice to my heels...
It started this morning, i woke up at 7am (luckily woken up by myself, then alarm, then maid, then my sweetheart) to prepare or rather rush to reach school by 8am for tut. As well as wearing my formal presentation clothes there. Yup here you go, a dorky me, blur blur de...
With this, took a cushion socks and my leather shoes. Everything, i thought, felt alright. That is till i walked down a few steps off my elevator. IT happened! I could almost imagine in 3D how my heels are being abused through the irritating abrasive force of my walking motion. The pain was bearable at first (subjective obviously), by the time during the walkway to school my skin has all torn out (refer to first picture above). Not as disgusting as that, still i needed to tip toe all the way to school just to prevent that hellish heel to shoe. Ouch. For the entire time other than presentation i took off the shoes. Ha ha, what over was over anyways, off to heal those euw wounds...
Signing out
I swear if i don't blog about this, i won't do justice to my heels...
It started this morning, i woke up at 7am (luckily woken up by myself, then alarm, then maid, then my sweetheart) to prepare or rather rush to reach school by 8am for tut. As well as wearing my formal presentation clothes there. Yup here you go, a dorky me, blur blur de...
With this, took a cushion socks and my leather shoes. Everything, i thought, felt alright. That is till i walked down a few steps off my elevator. IT happened! I could almost imagine in 3D how my heels are being abused through the irritating abrasive force of my walking motion. The pain was bearable at first (subjective obviously), by the time during the walkway to school my skin has all torn out (refer to first picture above). Not as disgusting as that, still i needed to tip toe all the way to school just to prevent that hellish heel to shoe. Ouch. For the entire time other than presentation i took off the shoes. Ha ha, what over was over anyways, off to heal those euw wounds...
Signing out
05 November 2008
Dear blog
Oh oh! It's 2 cute lil' penguins walking down the beach. It's like soooo cute! hahas.
Well it's like this... To love to love means loving the person with whatever love you can lavish on him/her, and in this process of loving, getting reciprocated in his/her loving back in a similar or different love expression.
Yup, bunch of crapz. This is what you get when Paul is stressed =X
RAWR!!! I need to finish up my slides for a 6min presentation tomorrow regarding a company that i would be actually interested to join in to fulfill my career ambition. I've already chosen as a medical technologist for NUH. Sounds pretty awesome, hopefully it is...
Alright, Paul needs to brush on his presentation skills and powerpoint slides... *Ahhhhhhhhhhhh*
Signing out
Oh oh! It's 2 cute lil' penguins walking down the beach. It's like soooo cute! hahas.Well it's like this... To love to love means loving the person with whatever love you can lavish on him/her, and in this process of loving, getting reciprocated in his/her loving back in a similar or different love expression.
Yup, bunch of crapz. This is what you get when Paul is stressed =X
RAWR!!! I need to finish up my slides for a 6min presentation tomorrow regarding a company that i would be actually interested to join in to fulfill my career ambition. I've already chosen as a medical technologist for NUH. Sounds pretty awesome, hopefully it is...
Alright, Paul needs to brush on his presentation skills and powerpoint slides... *Ahhhhhhhhhhhh*
Signing out
Dear Blog
Just an additional post to today's entry. We did on C. elegan this molecular genetics practical at afternoon. Just simple appreciation of the wild type and the other mutant strains nia. Nothing much or interesting though, except that a gal just fainted suddenly after the lecture gave some brief introduction of today's pract. And we found out that she had just donated her blood (we have blood donation drive at TFA). Most probably low blood, hypotension or hypocemia... Which ever the case, it's still bad...
Rights back to work...
Just an additional post to today's entry. We did on C. elegan this molecular genetics practical at afternoon. Just simple appreciation of the wild type and the other mutant strains nia. Nothing much or interesting though, except that a gal just fainted suddenly after the lecture gave some brief introduction of today's pract. And we found out that she had just donated her blood (we have blood donation drive at TFA). Most probably low blood, hypotension or hypocemia... Which ever the case, it's still bad...Rights back to work...
04 November 2008
03 November 2008
Ha ha, yeah i love this song done by him. He can be a troyella xD
Anyways, back to this entry. Today didn't went to Bioinformatics practical cause went to this polyclinic! Wahaha, it's like my first time in a polyclinic ever since never before (means i'd never been to one). Heehee, wasn't sick or anything la. Okay, hope you get well soon yeah!!!OMG, it's already like 6p.m. le! Need to prepare for VE soon le = =" I'll post the other song i like the next time =) Oh, i kinda like this new blog skin, rather simple and sweet (chocolates ya)! Sinking deeper to HSM3 songs... whooo...
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Dear blog
I've just finished helping out parents at Newton stall (as always). I don't know why, but i feel it's like a drop of anger accumulates within me each time i "unwillingly work" at Newton. And i'm going overflow with it sooner or later, i can already feel it brimming amongst me. Yeah, sometimes it's easier to have a split personality to deal with family, another for church and another for friends. Oh well, even though how you divide a computer hard drive, it'll still total up the same amount or lesser, but never more...
Hatred... Don't make what was love to be replaced with hatred i tell you. I'm capable of doing things you wouldn't even have imagined...
I need a FUCK buddy. Somebody who i can just yell and scold at without feeling any remorse against me. Should i get a blown-up toy?
Sometimes, too much hate can cloud your mind from being able to love. I need to shift all those aside and try my 100%, my pseudo 100%...
I'm somewhat tired. But i know you're more tired than me, physically. I'll try my best to make you happy, and i really want a shoulder to cry on, an arm to lean on, a head to rest on and a heart to love on...
Gonna be heartless soon...
I've just finished helping out parents at Newton stall (as always). I don't know why, but i feel it's like a drop of anger accumulates within me each time i "unwillingly work" at Newton. And i'm going overflow with it sooner or later, i can already feel it brimming amongst me. Yeah, sometimes it's easier to have a split personality to deal with family, another for church and another for friends. Oh well, even though how you divide a computer hard drive, it'll still total up the same amount or lesser, but never more...
Hatred... Don't make what was love to be replaced with hatred i tell you. I'm capable of doing things you wouldn't even have imagined...I need a FUCK buddy. Somebody who i can just yell and scold at without feeling any remorse against me. Should i get a blown-up toy?
Sometimes, too much hate can cloud your mind from being able to love. I need to shift all those aside and try my 100%, my pseudo 100%...
I'm somewhat tired. But i know you're more tired than me, physically. I'll try my best to make you happy, and i really want a shoulder to cry on, an arm to lean on, a head to rest on and a heart to love on...
Gonna be heartless soon...
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