Dear blog

I've been slacking these past few days...

Okay. About my school, i'm taking a total of 5 modules these 2 semester (2 and 3). So i'm utterly free like nobody's business. I do regret not putting in the extra effort to pass though. Sigh... Rawrz, i want my NS =.="

Off to play Restaurant City!

Signing out

Hee hee... Another song that i'm practicing as well =)



The lyrics...
沒有如果

《敗犬女王-主題曲》
作詞：嚴爵　作曲：嚴爵

如果我說　愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口　那愛是不是有一點弱

如果我說愛沒有如果　真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼 還怕什麼　快牽起我的手

有人說　世界上最遙遠的距離不是生與死
而是我就站在你面前　你卻不知道我愛你

我常說　如果人類連愛一個人都被自己綁住
那世界末日已來到　不需要等到地球毀滅掉的那天

如果我說　愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口　那愛是不是有一點弱

如果我說愛沒有如果　真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼 還怕什麼　快牽起我的手

別怕太快樂　別怕失去我

Da la da la~~

Dear blog

Wee~ I'm actually rather happy to be able to use my lappy to upload pics... *takes a moment to be grateful for what i have, not what i should have*... DONE!

Here are some pics i've taken the past days (sat -> tue).

This is the carpark area just outside my church. They had a banquet for the foreign workers aka maids last Sunday. Kinda like an appreciation feast.

That's alvin. Yes, he looks like a chipmunk. Ha ha, specs not his...

Neither is it his...

Ah he is Clarence. The smallest Sec3 guy in church i think. That specs looks goofy on him.

Yay. Nothing to do during service...

Yeah, i'm a people person. Lol.

Totally goofy off me =X That's leonard. He's the most, how would you put it, active guy in our cell. Ha ha.

Dizzy... Newton MRT escalators. Took that for fun...

On the bus. [just to fill up space and waste time]

Yeah! Went to BBQ at AMK central there, storey 3 just above this fashion, outside of the manga/video/internet cafe shop. In the company with my faithful VE peeps.

This was actualy an accidental shot. But it looks tinty =) So why not blog it up?

There! ET suggested we sit inside. And so smart sia, inside have air-con! Weeee~ So there was ET, Ping Ding, Xiu Hui, Lifen, Yvonne, Kah Hong, Ben, and me. The total was $111.20 among the 8 of us (slowly count if you want). Drinks were free flow! Awesome!

Just outside the toilet, a view of AMK central. Don't people get inspirated during toilet breaks? So have more of it =)

Hmmm. No more comments. Most of time mouth actions were inwards =P

This morning. I woke up to this. No nothing scary or special. Just my room. I'm begining to try somewhat to a certain lesser extent probably to treasure what i perceive. It's interesting. And so was my dreams i had...

My forte: telling intoxicating daggers of lies...

Signing out

Kiss the rain... smell the waters

Dear blog



Am trying very hard. Currently suck at this. Ha ha. Need to practice alot, way alot more! Hee hee.

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The Last Man Wins...

Dear blog

Ah, got some pics rather overdued!

Here here...

CCA drive period. Back of my booth. Ours is the highest 1 though. As usual, Piano Ensemble and Stage Arts are on our left and right.

Sky shot from my storey. Those clouds looks like peanuts or beans to me =)

My messy room. Ha ha... Dressing to go out =)

Feasting with VE alumni people! Sinful... Milo ice is mine! Muahahaha.

During one of VE practice. Not much people...

Bus... was sleepy. But had to stand >_>

Wanna go to play that thingy! The stretching ball where you sit inside and they fling you up and down. But (again) don't think anyone to accompany me.

Roads of chinatown. Was alone that night.

Yeah... that's it.

First was a banana peel, next was the hardest like tearing a portion of my being, then it was like a surgical implantation of something foreign within me, afterward was the scarring of my physical self. The last was just a simple press on the phone's off button.
These were the stuffs i went thru. Cool eh?

Signing out

Dear blog

What is this sia...
Are people selfish by nature?
Are people easily influenced and copy other people's behaviour (irritating ones) subconsciously?

My life has been easy i guess. It's time to just follow a few habits from experiences...

• If i'm not known certain things by people i.e. people don't tell me. I cannot assume that they are happy/free/available. I need to assume people are always busy and just wait.
• Sometimes Always it is good to leave people alone. Hence complimenting point no. 1.
• "For young people, everything seems like the end of the world" uh huh? "No, but it's only the beginning".

And there i have it. To do unto others what i want them to do unto me... getting bitched. Yes i like to be critical and passionate, i guess it's cause i care. Nobody does the caring part, just the critical part... Oh well. What the heck. I have no emotions, just this lonely pathetic space. Not even worth thinking/reading over more than once and just continue with your wahooo life. Whatever. PIssed out...

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Dear blog

Wonders if anybody will look at this space though O_O

Got bored on the way back and took photos of my white shoes =)

Along the escalators of The Grand Cathay...

... where i watched 17Again. Like finally. Ha ha. The movie was great :) Loved and laughed at the part where zac kana slapped like 7 times? LMAO! Those who never watch this should be dammed... haha.

It felt like the morning dew dripping from a blade of grass. A rushing wind towards a fierce storm. Any similarity? Nay... Just randoming... it's finally done.

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Life worth living for; Love worth chasing for.

Dear blog

I'm still at the wondering stage. Ha ha, although grinning somewhat... I'm weird...

I want people though!

Ah, went to watch 17again with Ivan (some random person). Pretty impressive movie, loved zac. Ha ha, what's sup with the no. of slaps he received when he kissed an older women? Ha ha. Will upload the pics i took from my phone asap =)

Life is simple. Life is kind. Life is hopeful. Life is blind.
Love is cute. Love is cruel. Love is uprising. Love is about a duo.
Let's love life, and put life in love. That we may evermore dwell in the presence of peace and understanding.
And this is my prayer to you...

Signing out

Dear blog

NYP CCA drive just ended this evening! It was held over a 2 days spam from 22nd April to 23rd April at our very own sports hall. I couldn't come on the 2nd day (today) as was having some flu...

Oh well, here are some of the pics! Enjoy =)


















Hee hee. Not much though, but still better than nothing. Oh where's me? Ha ha, didn't upload cause too unglam. LOLX... Our performance weren't that good with the blasting background music etc...

Ah. Friday lessons starts at 8am. Same with Wed. Gonna sleep soon.

I'm getting confused yet clearer at the same time. It's like the effort of purging this lingering poison. Drugs; there's good or bad. Friends are no exception either.

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Maybe Paul should let it die

Dear blog

It seemed like a century going on in my head, if every thought i had lasted a day... (don't bother counting, it's alot).

Randoming...
1. Seemingly harmless food may cause you food poisoning.
2. Never break off with somebody whom owe you money.
3. A bicycle doesn't necessary have two wheels.
4. Brain mass is gross.
5. Surgical procedures to remove adipose tissue hurts.

The power of technology still amazes me every other night. Poly life has been like a swaying branch. A social life is needed.

Maybe lukewarm isn't bad. Neither hot nor cold. Just lukewarm. It won't go anywhere. Just lukewarm.

Signing out

Dear blog

Pass the point of no return...


Just hear the music and lyrics...
Ha ha... I'm gonna kill myself. Ask me about my time table...

Signing out

Dear blog

Paul has just returned home. He's staring at me again, typing and just staring into space at me. I'm feeling afraid for him. I saw an email about his un-fixed school schedule tomorrow as well. I hope he does manage to find a place in this world for him.

...

Paul's gonna switch me off soon. I guess that's normal for him nowadays to turn me off easier and faster. Oh well. It's better for him to sleep early then to have panda eyes... good night Paul!

Signing out

Dear blog

Everyone seems to be so away.
Trying to live a life.

Think losing a close friend is tough?
How about three?

At least i might regain some sanity back on tue... thanks =)

Paul has this feeling, a rojak of screaming, crying and staring into space. Wonders if this is a good habit...?

Chinatown was okay. Nobody knew i was there. I was walking the streets alone, as if staying at home wasn't bad enough. Even S is busy. Too busy. I've tried, and Paul wont be able to take it any longer. School's starting and hairs will fall soon. My heart is following... is it so hard to watch a dam F**king movie?

I'm sorry. I'll be off to scream in the silent dark world which i live in, again, alone.

Signing out

Dear blog

Life's fulfillment...?

Dear blog

I finally synchronised my phone with my lappy =) Well or what's left of my lappy =X

Here are some pics to upload...

Outside my house.

My 08' birthday gift <3

New shoes in cell!

Ah, slippers again... at work.

C-O-C-O-N-U-T... Kiss your boyfriend let me see!

My parents' stall (aka saya workplace).

Love those pi-*ouch*-cers.

Ah... random pic just outside my stall.

Same place, but looking down.

Sugar canes! Tried those at TaiPing last time remember? I sell in juices.

A $3 plate of mixed cut fruits. Cheap, delicious and healthy!

Da moon. Distant and far yet shines upon us every night without fail.

Bishan -> Marina Bay

Eeeks, act cewls.

Just behind my house kopitiam.

Dad's car. I look fad.

Guess what juice is inside the cup?

...Washed Before Used... huh what product?

Toe or thumb?

Sumo house's sins.

At AMK hub, a moving pic (took it whilst walking). RANDOM!

Shin: Har! Take this Rees, i have a big black helmet. Huat!
Rees: No no no. My white jacket will defeat you any time. Pffts!

Joel and me. On the way to Pasir Ris...

Alcoholic drink?

Cewl effects. By the way, this is the way to my house. Lolx... don't look so close though, you might see......

This is the area outside the lift beside my house.. oooo cool effects again. Can you spot stuffs?

Time for something serious... My MB0606 BBQ! At Pasir Ris Park today!

Girl power at work to start of the fire. *feels guilty*

Pit 11. Thanks haida!

That's the start of our food cooker.

Bags to aside. Very organised bunch of people =)

Looking towards the see. See? I meant sea.

My 1st 6 chicken wings. I took the first blood.

Night came too soon before we knew it. That's the flame below the wings... Ziyi is cooking it now.

Ah. Just a chit chat session to find out about the latest uni and job news...

Amir brought this pot, and chocolate... CHOCOLATE FONDUE in a BBQ! It's like OMG... Piece of sinful heaven.

And that concludes my photos... I'm tired... lolx. It was fun with my phone though.

I'm waiting for your sms which you said you would...

Signing out