NAFA wind orchestra

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Got my Logbook le! Like finally! Yay =) It’s where i officially keep all my experiment details, results and protocols! Ha ha. So excited. It’s in the middle btw :P The sketch pad on the left was the make do book and i was just doing Sudoku whilst waiting the samples to dry =)

 

That’s the conical flask to hold my ethanol extract. It’s greenish cause i’m doing on the leaves! Hee hee. Not sure of the compounds i’m getting though. I’m doing it more efficiently now, the drying that is. Hopefully i can speed up faster so i can move on to more downstream processing.

 

Got really bored. That’s why the Sudoku and now this. Somebody complimented on my eyes. That’s really sweet :) Yeah guess what i’m staring at? Boredom fills the lab…

 

Went to NAFA Wild Nights Symphonic Wind Orchestra performance today. Got it for free cause had connections :) Thanks for the tix aj! Uhm, the conductor is some well-known guy called Richard Adams. Speaks in clear British and is flying off tonight. Wow, had a quick “hi” to him and was thoroughly impressed! The performance was excellent! Though the theater ought to be filled up!!! Lasted around an hour and a half.

 

Both of us. Oh, notice my new GI hair :P hee hee. It’s more cooling like his. Ha ha. Aj said that i looked like some NS guy! Ha ha. Maybe i do? Prolly too enthu for it. Ha ha.

All in all. Had a great night chatting and knowing more stuffs. And the world was spinning again. Lolx. People influence each other in many ways, and i’m happy to have met certain people who taught me important lessons in life.

1 thing i brought home from aj’s philosophical teachings is that all things happen for a reason, and things happen to prepare you for something bigger. Really awesome way of living. Brings hope and purpose too! Ha ha…

Smiles, because the sun rise to see that grin on your sweet face. If you were to tell me about you and left, without any closure, i’d prolly faint and never wake up. Ha ha. Yes please, an order of you :)

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uhm

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Ha ha. Just uploading this pic for fun. And again, i’m blogging at such un-earthly hours =)

Going to a concert later on (tue) at night at NAFA. Got the free tix so why not? Hee hee. Hopefully it’ll be a fruitful night out =) I’ll be sure to enjoy it!

Loves all my friends! Hee hee. Must remember the lowly me when you all get high and famous yeah? Ha ha…

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in schul

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Yay, i'm blogging from school again. Nothing better to do lor. My lunch break is now defined as 1300-1400. So that's why i've free time till 2pm, which isn't very long.

Many things to blog about though, but i'll just leave the serious stuffs out =) FYP is a bore for me right now. Currently doing the 2nd time of extraction. Still have 2 more times to go. I figure it'll take like 3-4 days to fully extract the container finish. So x3 (cause i'm starting one now) it would add up to 9-12 working days more. That's like at least 2 more weeks! Rawrz... stress and boring. The previous post pic is all that i'm doing in lab...

How would you do certain stuffs. Let's say you wanna propose to this lovely lady you've dated for months. Do you say to her, "Honey, may we have a possibility to be divorced?" How about when out eating with somebody. Do you ask, "Hey, which food you wanna shit out later huh?" I hope those two lines are not familiar ;P What's the point i'm trying to bring out? No duh!?!

Been able to smile, it's nice. That somebody being in the outcast like me, actually got complimented on. Gonna need more insulin to tahan these sweetness! Ha ha.

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rage

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Ha ha… it’s already so late at night and i’m still blogging. Well, had a long day due to FYP + VE practice. Yellow ribbon and concert coming soon so have to be more musically incline! Ha ha. Been the 2nd week of FYP le, feeling so fatigued! It’s like 9am-530pm every single day. And currently i’m doing no brainer job…

Here’s what i look like when i’m in my lab coat and ear muffles with goggles =) Scary eh?

This machines is my sore eye. But i have to face it during my whole FYP session at least till end of next week. Need to extract 2kg++ of leaves. RAWRZ!!! The round-bottom flask on the left can easily cost $500 each. Yes $500 each. Am just going to try to efficiently finish all my to-dos and hopefully can get a better grade for FYP/IAP! Oh results were out.
Got B for my Human Bio and D for my Proteomics. Ha ha, as expected though=P

Am happy… I should be. Wait, why did i use “should”? Is it a responsibility or a duty to be happy and carefree? Guess fate has no liking for me from the start. If i can turn back time… … … I’ll flood the WWW with the regrets i faced if I'd go on further. Ha ha. A mask. Is that what you do best? Putting on a smiley mask?

The world is relative. Laws are absolute. Law of attraction, heard of it before? It’s the famous F=ma equation.
Resultant Force is equal to the Mass of the Object times the Acceleration of the Object.

Maybe i have too much Mass? Am attracted to the reality of life. That certain relationship last for that brief moment where somebody thinks you’re useful, valuable or has potential to harm you, so you foster good relationship.

Rambling again. ha ha, i can go on forever. Blog space however limits me. Hee hee. Some say love is a higher level rojak of feelings. It can make you feel happy at times, angry at another and disappointed yet another occasion. It still shouldn’t be just a “feeling” nor a “responsibility”, or worse still a “one-way traffic”. So what should it be then? I’d say honor, acceptance, appreciation, teachable, thoughtful, sacrificial, patient, honest, trustworthy and integrity. Many more on the list, readers would just be lazy to read them =D

Till then… Gonna discover a life without certain love (there are different types you know). Hugs…

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ddream

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Not gonna be a long post…

Dreamt about somebody yesterday. I’m sure everybody some point or another has a special somebody that they’ll dream off. I know. It was more of a cold dream, where i could almost felt the cold shoulder. Worse still, it as pictured around my area. Ha ha. That smile, it’s a fake smile. More of a “get-away-from-me” smile…

Some can relate, some might not. We all need attention, we all need love. I need something more.

Is it the same? The feeling when if you want that somebody to want you who does vs you don’t want that somebody to want you who doesn’t. Does it equate to happy feelings? I don’t know even though I've experienced both.

Realized that school for the non-attachment people are starting on 19th Oct i think? Ha ha. What a day. Oh results are out… But i’m gonna check on them tomorrow.

Sweet dreams, just wishing… threw a coin into an empty well, will you fill it?

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sentosa

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Basically today i went to Sentosa with a bunch of “related” friends. Ha ha.

Met up with Walter and Jimmy at Harbourfront station around 1pm. Went to get some drinks and towel (due to demands of Joshua) and proceeded on to the tram.

Found Jimmy a firm person who has his tough and manly side whilst his gentle and affirmative (subjective) side as well. Ha ha. Oh the sandwiches that he made and brought along were excellent! Ate 2 sets of it =P

Ha ha. Those belongs to Walter, Jimmy and Me! Ha ha. Cool right?

 

Uhm, this was just taken with my HP cam. Ha ha, quality not so good. I was the tem camera-man for that day as well. Took a few pictures with Gerald (dunno spell correct ma) cam. So going clockwise from the middle left person is Gerald, Joshua, Ben, Melvin, Daniel, Walter, Jimmy, Bert, and Nin Nong (dunno spelling also). Oh well, there were others, just too many new people in one day. Abit hard to remember all those names eh? Oh, miao came late too! Ha ha.

Then as usual i rushed off to work after that =X Nothing much else…

Overall, even though i didn’t got myself wet or played volley ball in fervor, i somewhat enjoyed their company. It’s something that stands outside and something that i truly desire… A bonding!

And so, i feel so helpless. Knowing what’s wrong, identifying the problem, doesn’t at all help me one bit in solving it. I could relate and feel the same way but i can’t do a single thing…

Oh happy Malay New Year though… haha.

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happy birthday ben

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Happy birthday Ben! (if the title isn’t obvious enough")

Ha ha. Well, that’s Ben in that pic there. Part of the VE Alum-9 group (there’s 9 people in our group duh). He’s the last one to turn 20 though :P NS seems fun for him, hopefully it’ll be for me too. I totally love my this group of friends, bonded with them over the years and have this strong passion for singing. Want us to be together forever! They are the reason why i… … … ha ha.

Upcoming events…
20th-21st Sep: Overnight Prayer
24th Sep: Marina Barrage with Nick and his girlfriends
4th Oct: Trekking with Nick and his friends
11th Oct: VE Sentosa Outing
8th Nov: Yellow Ribbon Project

Till then I've these nia. Hope to do more stuffs, not that i’m not tied down with FYP already. Ha ha. But just that i like to be more involved with friends! Hee hee. Oh my it’s gonna be 4am soon, have Sentosa appointment tomorrow to catch. Ha ha night all!

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Facebook link

Dear blog

It has been awhile since i blogged due to the alarming stress levels accumulated from my FYP. Ha ha, just joking. It’s pretty no-brainer job these 2 weeks (around there). All i have to do is soak the leaves, and extract the compounds. And repeat for 4 times in total. The only thing is that, the solution is used is a pretty large amount. Oh well, i have Tuesday to rush that finish.

Concerning about my M’sia and Cruise trip. Here’s my facebook link to it.

Today rained so suddenly. It was blurry outside. But after the rain, things seemed much clearer. I’ll bring an umbrella next time!

All the best to my [close] friends taking prelims and O’s!!! May you all get good good grades to get to your desired tertiary institutes!

What is it like to miss somebody? Is it that angry feeling that you wanna repeat your actions to correct what you’ve done wrong? Or is it that yearning feeling that suddenly appears when that somebody disappears?

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abliss-ness

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Feeling kinda down. In ways more than one. Morning report for Final Year Project (FYP), yet have so much difficulties- My original superviser is away till thurs and i was assigned to another one for the time being (for 4 days). I'll only be seeing her at 1pm (very soon) and she's overseeing other students. Her instructions for me (over the phone which i initiated) was to find _____ & _____ (2 person whose name i couldn't decipher over the phone) and to observe what they are doing. Er yeah... I don't know anybody there and i'm asked to find 2 random people?!? Oh well, i have to tolerate this for another few days. Hopefully able to pick up some skills. And wait till my superviser returns... And pray that he'll be much gang ho with me.

What's up with fading away with time? Why does everybody thinks that they can pull it off? Physically away doesn't correspond to the emotional presence of a person you know...

How i wish a gal would just hold my hands, stare into my eyes and ask me an important question. What generation is this already? I'm sure initiating can be done from any gender as well... not only from the "manly" side.

Returned back from Genting/Cruise trip last Friday. Hadn't had time to post the pics here yet. Till i finish my facebook ones. Ha ha. Doing like 10 pics per upload? If lucky, i'd finish by wednesday =)

Off to lunch! All the best for my FYP!!!

Paul wants bonding...

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balance balance balance

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Hasn’t been much things to post. Hence the accumulation of dust on my blog. It’s a bright Sunday today. Oh, in I'll be away on family vacation from Tues (8/9) to Fri (11/9). It’s a genting trip as usual, but with a cruise return :) 1st time having this arrangement and i’m pretty excited about this.

 

Balance. Working 12 hours a day won’t get you anywhere i think. Come to think of it, this picture technically makes sense eh?

Don’t give too much and have that “i don’t expect anything from you”. We’re all humans after all.

What do you do if you woke up one morning, and you find that there is nobody beside you. Oh you live as per normal. Good things are easily missed when not with you…

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shityday

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Lol! I've nothing better to do i guess. Oh my, but i can't imagine what's gonna happen next. Love these type of suspense pictures :) Oh never try this anywhere yeah. It's bad for everyone xD Kinda gross also :P

Gonna be helping out later at Newton as my uncle wont be coming down tonight. And since it's still the month of fasting, i'll be there for a few hours, 1800-2100 actually. Cause had to cancel my friend's appointment for work (again). Oh well, don't know when to postpone to also =.="

Shaman's gonna be enlisted soon... And i'm lookin at myself, sighs, and continue to persevere on. School library ain't half bad considering that it's the hols now and everybody is repelled from school instinctively.

Currently waiting for my IAP/FYP arrangements to be confirmed. And finding the music sheet for this song (han yu ping ying) Chao Xi Huan Ni (really like you) sang by Fahrenheit. Hee hee, love the music! Technically, it's better in electric guitar, but who cares :P

What's the feeling of holding somebody's hands, palm to palm, and walking down a road?

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Bedoknicktampiness

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Just gonna skip the previous post. Got some errors! LMAO… It’s just about me watching Final Destination. The grossness and the plot are just abit ridiculous! But it was rather nice in a sense =)

Today went over to east area to catch up with Nick and stuffs. Just gonna be boring post xD

 

Ah! That’s me setting off to meet nick. Lol… Look still so blur sia!

 

Reached bedok, had a quick lunch for myself. Nick has already eaten his. So we walked to the reservoir. Here are some of the pics…

 

 

Walking into Bedok platform...

And then walking to the platform. Took this stupid video with Nick in the background noise 75% of the time. Ha ha =)

 

 

Spotted nick!

 

Wireless @ SG?!?

 

 

 

 

Count the no. of drains!

 

Got this drink called Only yoghurt drink. Hee hee. It’s a mixture of strawberry and mango! Delicious!

 

 

 

 

 

 

And well… i just got PS-ed by somebody. Shall not mention who. Isn’t in this circle of viewers anyways. Got pissed off travelling to tampiness all the way. So i just bought a ribena and did a few sudoku puzzle. Rawrz, i feel so hopeless and useless. Negative feelings all the way sia. But i still have to let it go. Then make my way home.

 

Took bus 22 to AMK then transfer home.

 

Last pic i took on the bus along tampiness before i fell asleep! Ha ha.

Nothing much for today, except it was a bloody hot day and should have followed nick xD Gonna be tiring, as tomorrow i have my IAP and safety briefing (again) from 1400-1800! What a drag  -.- nights everyone!

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